Unsent messages to MARI
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: August 3, 2023, 12:15 am UTC
I'm sorry I wasn't a good friend...
I still love you
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: July 23, 2023, 9:37 pm UTC
i want to be with you more than anything. i wish you knew it.
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: July 21, 2023, 11:52 pm UTC
sometimes I'm not joking about us being together <3
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: July 18, 2023, 4:21 pm UTC
I love u
Mwa
Never leave my life or I'll cry
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: July 12, 2023, 11:03 am UTC
hope u doing okay, sorry for everything
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: July 11, 2023, 4:33 am UTC
ooooh u wanna text me soooo baddd oooo u miss me sm oooo
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: July 10, 2023, 8:25 pm UTC
I like you so so much, but I can never tell you
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: January 13, 2021, 7:53 pm UTC
I know we broke up but it was mutual, yet we still loved each other. Why when I asked for us to get back did you say you were over me and it wasnt even a whole month? Did you even feel the way you say you felt about me? Cuz if so, how? Tell me how u got over me so fast cuz ive been dealing with pain ever since.
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:21 am UTC
Ya no puedo simplemente no puedo conmigo misma estoy aburrida siento que fracaso en todo que ya nadie me soporta que nadie me quiere solo tengo pensamientos malos y me asusta porque siento que en cualquier momento perderé el control de ellos y me marcharé
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: January 9, 2021, 4:19 pm UTC
everyday i am horrified by the things you say. do you consider the consequences of your actions? your presence in my life guarantees i will never see heaven
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: January 6, 2021, 1:16 am UTC
I know you are lying now more than ever and I know you want to get rid of me. I can spot every lie you’ve told but I’ll never confront you on them
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: January 4, 2021, 8:30 am UTC
Es la primera vez que me he sentido tan asĂ, querida, me alegraste un montĂłn la vida, ojalá no me toque verte de la mano con alguien más, me dolerĂa mucho, te amo.
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: December 30, 2020, 10:21 pm UTC
holi, no hemos hablado tanto pero la verdad si me caes muy bien, no tengo muchos amigos que les guste 1D y es muy bacán, aparte eri muy linda, y eso, feliz año nuevo jsjs
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: December 23, 2020, 7:11 pm UTC
you were the best thing to me. but when i decided to message you months later for closure. you just made the wound deeper. how could you not tell me you fell in love with someone else. you broke my ability to sympathise and i hate you for that.
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: December 14, 2020, 11:02 pm UTC
I’ve never felt the kind of love I feel for her before.
She’s something else. Unlike anyone I’ve ever met.
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: December 11, 2020, 6:17 am UTC
You’re truly the best person I could have asked for and I’m grateful I just wish you could see how bad I’ve been struggling with my mental health cause it gets harder everyday and you’re the only person I feel comfortable opening up to
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: December 8, 2020, 5:01 pm UTC
te echo de menos, y aunque ya no hablamos y aunque me portase tan mal contigo sigo queriendo estar en tu vida y solo espero mejorar como persona y estar bien para volver a tu vida, no es necesario intentar nada pero quiero volver a ser tu amiga
Nunca me perdonarĂa el perderte para siempre
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: December 3, 2020, 12:45 am UTC
I know we both moved on a long time ago, but I'm sorry I hurt you, I truly loved you. Thank you for being my first love.
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: November 26, 2020, 5:04 am UTC
No creo que veas esto, pero si algĂşn dĂa llegas a hacerlo solo quiero decirte que eres muy importante para mi y no quiero perderte nunca :)
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:05 pm UTC
I'm sorry for the confusion. Unfortunately this is not a love note.
I want you to love yourself as much as I love you. You at least deserve that much, y'know? I'm sure there was not one day that went by where I didn't think about you. You're really easy to think about. I feel like more people should be thinking about you all the time, it would make more sense to me. You have a certain thing about you, which I'd never really seen before we became friends. It's like you made me feel wanted. I would give anything to feel that again. I've missed you a lot, you know. Don't tell my other friends-even if you don't know them- but you were always my closest. I never felt lonely being around you.
For some reason I've always really wanted to try an edible. Just to know what its like, and free brownie I guess haha. (: There's actually a lot or random things I really wanted to do. Like hopping trains, or sneaking out, or going out really late at night for a walk. Some were even just as simple as going outside in the rain just to mess around. I don't want to die really. But if I cant live, I want you to do it for me. I don't care what you do or where you go, I just want you to live the years I can't for me, okay? Whatever you do, as long as you're happy it'll be perfect. please
Promise you'll tell me all about it.
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: September 29, 2020, 10:58 pm UTC
I miss you. It hurts. For reasons, we can't be friends. I hate it. I miss our dumb convos. I miss the old you. You were my best friend. I've wasted tears on you. Too many. Please come back. I need you.
From: ABC
To: Mari
Date: September 27, 2020, 8:45 am UTC
It’s tragic that I hold on to a time where you and I were close. I was a horrendous person and I found comfort in your sanity. I don’t know why I still think about you. I’m so stupid for keeping your broken glasses and the balloon from the parking lot way after we weren’t friends. I don’t even know what I used to be like but I know that you made me feel better.
