Unsent messages to MARA
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: July 2, 2024, 5:55 am UTC
I just wish we could have a proper conversation again, ill always love you
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: June 30, 2024, 6:01 am UTC
i always regret doing what i did to lose you. i wish it was okay for me to reach out. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: June 28, 2024, 4:49 am UTC
I don't think I could ever love you again. I hope dating "boy best friend" makes you happy
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: June 26, 2024, 11:43 pm UTC
I still want to grow old with you, and go grocery shopping.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: June 21, 2024, 7:46 pm UTC
Anyone lucky to know you can see why you are so special. My sister and best friend, I love you.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: June 12, 2024, 4:41 am UTC
Sometimes I still reach for my phone to tell you about cute dogs and doctor appointments.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: May 20, 2024, 4:34 am UTC
I hate that I still miss you after everything.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: May 20, 2024, 2:28 am UTC
why did you have to tell her and try to hurt her?
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: May 10, 2024, 12:48 pm UTC
I wish we didn't end just like that, and I'm sorry for disappointing you. I am not really strong.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: May 6, 2024, 2:58 am UTC
i really do think you're the one, my love <3
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: April 29, 2024, 4:20 pm UTC
A day doesnât go by where you donât cross my mind.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: April 25, 2024, 3:15 am UTC
you are the only thing that could ever make me feel alive again. please come back to me.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: April 24, 2024, 4:23 am UTC
I hate that you hate me, I never wanted to hurt you.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: April 18, 2024, 3:50 pm UTC
If youâre not the woman I love, then Iâm not sure who is.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: April 18, 2024, 4:39 am UTC
I miss you every day. I donât think Iâll ever meet another person like you.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: March 4, 2024, 5:15 pm UTC
i don't understand you. i feel like you like me and don't like me, love but hate me. idc though
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: February 19, 2024, 9:55 pm UTC
I still wish for your forgiveness. I still wish we could spend sunny days together.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: February 12, 2024, 2:42 pm UTC
i love you so much- you saved me in my darkest times
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: January 23, 2024, 8:20 pm UTC
You were my first true love and although we didnât work I still wonder how you are
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: January 9, 2024, 6:06 pm UTC
If it would have been my choice I would had never let you go.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: November 6, 2023, 10:53 pm UTC
In those years we spend i got to see what a beautiful person you are its sad to see you grow distant
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: October 25, 2023, 9:43 am UTC
I (not so) secretly hope we do get married one day. I love you
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: October 9, 2023, 2:40 pm UTC
you hate me now. i'm still sorry i broke your heart.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: August 18, 2023, 9:11 pm UTC
i never apologized for what happened all those years ago.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: July 18, 2023, 5:56 pm UTC
I'm all out of hope
One more bad dream
Could bring a fall
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: July 12, 2023, 5:17 pm UTC
I wish I could just tell you how much I love you.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: December 9, 2020, 4:27 pm UTC
u r like my best friend. but ur a bitch to me a lot. i wish u didnt overreact a lot. ur toxic ngl. ur gonna end up with no friends. ly tho
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: December 8, 2020, 8:56 pm UTC
your toxic asf. and no one realizes it. you and your manipulative ass like stfu for once you always think your right in a argument and your so motherfucking DRAMATIC. ha. and your calling me toxic please go check your self. you think everything is about you NO ITS NOT. and please stop all your lying like stop trying to act rich and shit no one gives a shit.
your a bitch, you have made my bestfriend cry for the stupid things YOU have done YOU have made me cry for the stupid things YOU have done. i honestly hope you loose all your friends.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:29 pm UTC
Hey... It's been a while since I wrote to you. I'm sorry it's just the nazis killed bernard. Since this war begun all I can think about is that night when we were on that bench talking about our future. God, I love you mara. You complete me. Now just wait a while longer while I win this then I could rail you.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:58 pm UTC
i loved you but you didnt notice. but its my fault because i never told you anything. and i knew you liked me
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: December 4, 2020, 10:06 pm UTC
I don't want to love you. I wish I didn't. It would make my life much easier. I feel bad for loving you. But I will always love you.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: December 1, 2020, 4:44 am UTC
you taught me what a toxic relationship is, but at the same time you were my first love and I think I'll always love you but I don't like you anymore.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: December 1, 2020, 3:11 am UTC
Recuerdas cuando nos sentamos juntos en 1ero de secu al final de año, me enseñaste mucho de ti y yo me alejĂ©, me permitiste entrar a tu vida y lo arruine. No sabes lo que harĂa para regresar en el tiempo y decirte lo que siento, porque nunca olvidas tu primer amor nunca. Ahora es muy tarde para lamentar, estas con tu novio y espero que te haga tan feliz como yo lo hubiera hecho, nunca olvides de ser como eres porque por eso enamoras. "OR"
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: November 25, 2020, 11:49 pm UTC
Le dijiste a todos tus nuevos amigos que yo te hacĂa bullying en el instituto.
ÂżYo a ti?
Tu eras quien en la primaria me trataba como esclava y podĂa pegarme e insultarme.
En la secundaria me hiciste pasar el peor curso de mi vida, haciendo que indirectamente, ninguna de mis amigas hablase conmigo; diciéndome cosas como "Ajå, muy bien, no me importa" "No sabes de qué estamos hablando, no puedes opinar"
Y cosas de ese estilo.
Tuve que buscar alguna manera de poder entablar una conversaciĂłn contigo.
Me uni a tu grupo de amigos, conocĂ al chico que te gustaba en ese entonces, y ahĂ sĂ que me empezaste a hablar.
Le pediste salir al chico y efectivamente acabasteis juntos.
Y yo, era la Ășnica que subĂa a tu casa, para dejarte llorar en mi hombro, yo, subĂa a tu casa cuando tĂș padre venĂa y no te sentĂas cĂłmoda. Yo siempre intentaba que se te pudiese añadir a todos los planes posibles.
Y sabes que te digo?
Me arrepiento.
Eres una persona desagradecida.
Tuviste un novio que te daba cielo y tierra.
Y tu lo que hiciste fue joderle la vida 2 meses enteros, en los que me estuvo escribiendo a altas horas de la madrugada, con miedo a perderte.
Y ya le tuve que convencer yo para que te dejase.
Y me vienes diciendo que no le querĂas de hace 2 meses antes de dejarlo, y que no dejaba de molestarte el chico.
Desagradecida.
Lo peor es que volvà a intentar hablar contigo, pensando que cambiaste después de tantos meses sin hablar.
Y SIGUES SIENDO IGUAL. QUE TE JODAN MARA, QUE TE JODAN.
YO TENGO A LOS QUE ERAN TUS AMIGOS PQ SE DECIR GRACIAS, PERDĂN Y LOSIENTO.
Y NO VOY METIĂNDOME CON LOS DEMĂS POR SU FĂSICO, NI SOY TAN EGĂLATRA COMO PARA PENSAR QUE SOLO YO TENGO PROBLEMAS.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: November 23, 2020, 8:12 pm UTC
i always think i'm getting over you, but when i follow your loving gaze; its always directed at him. then the deep ache returns and i know i'm not over you.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: November 23, 2020, 8:08 pm UTC
i don't know why you picked him over me, but i'm sure whatever your reasons; they were valid. its just unfortunate i'm so in love with you.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: November 23, 2020, 8:06 pm UTC
even with tears of laughter running down your face, you're still the most beautiful girl i've ever seen.
From: ABC
To: Mara
Date: September 27, 2020, 4:33 am UTC
you taught me so much. I miss the way your hair shimmered in the morning light and how your eyes sparkled from the evening moon. no one could ever sing like you. no one else could convince me to dance in the rain. No one like you.
