Unsent messages to M.L

I guess the inevitable is happening, we’re drifting apart. You’ve moved away once & our friendship stayed strong but since you’ve moved again it’s not been the same. It’s hard to contact you sometimes and when we do speak there’s so much to say yet nothing is said. You’re one of my dearest friends and that won’t change, but this feeling that you don’t need me anymore still lingers.

truly fuck you u damn cheater and that bitch, you really did it to yourself this time you fucking asshole

it felt so real at first like i was really important for once. it felt like i was finally wanted by someone who i wanted the most right back, it was like a dream, but now it seems to just be a blur like it was just all in my head. you know how some dreams will never come true right? well this one for sure left me stuck wishing on a star. you used me for the moment and thats alright. just know you wouldn't find any better. i miss you though, i hope you miss a little of me too and hope you read the thoughts in my head im sending to u :( .

I don’t think I could ever live without you again. You make me feel so alive, please don’t let me go cause I won’t make it.