it became toxic and I fell out of love. i’m sorry. you didn’t have to talk shit about me afterwards but I understand you were in pain. wish you the best.

Hurts me so much seeing you happy but that’s all I have ever wanted. I gotta be a man and accept the past. I will always love you x

I can't get you out of my head. So badly had I wished you would've texted me on my birthday. I just wish I didn't have to get you out of my life like I did. I'm not sorry for what I said after I blocked you and you lied to V. Thank you though, because not only did you teach me how to pick out manipulation, you taught me how manipulation can be so fucked up. My brothers manipulative and he's admitted to wanting to kill me. I lost you, V, and A. Why did you all leave. I can't keep treating you like you were the best person in my life, because you weren't. Thank you for attempting to be there for me no matter how bad you sucked at it and never made me feel better, you were still there. I shouldn't have said you sucked at being there for me because that wasn't true because you were there, you just sucked ass at advice or support. The thing that fucked me up the most was that your manipulations and games made me fall in love with you. Like I didn't know what to do when I started admitting that to myself and eventually other people. V probably tried making me seem like a terrible person, which is so terribly fucked up, but some of the things I said were wrong, just because admitting to myself and other people things about you made me feel less in love, even though it really wasn't true and it never helped. I should've stood up for you more often than I did. I'm a different person now so there wouldn't be a slim chance I'd be close with you, V, or A ever again. I have myself and my best friend and thats all I need. It's time for me to move on from you though. If you ever need me though, I stick to me word and I will always be here no matter how upset you still are at me. I still care about and love you. If you knocked on my door and said you needed a place to stay I'd still take you in in a heartbeat. Same goes for A or V. I wish you the best and if you see this and think you know its me, feel free to reach out, but I refuse to get close to you again. I love you.

Soulmates always find their way of finding themselves again. My heart doesn’t feel right without you and it feels so weird.

I feel so lost without you
You where the only person that I trusted and the only girl I’ve ever loved.
It hurts me so much you wanting nothing to do with me anymore
I miss you so much which make it hurt so fucking much.
All I ever wanted was to be happy with you
It hurts me that you say you’ve changed. You where my ray of sunshine and everything I ever wanted to be as a person. How can I let something like that go
Since you’ve left I’ve felt so alone, nothing feels the same anymore.
I know you don’t love me anymore
I know that you’ve moved on
I wish you would come back

It’s been so long since I’ve seen your smile, I’m glad I could be apart of your life.

I hope you never forget me Brittany, you’ve made the person I am today. I love everything about you

You’ll always be the girl of my dreams, my first love

thanks for everything
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I learned that even when I really like someone relationships bring me pain. Im sorry that you were part of this discovery

I don’t miss you anymore. In fact I’m much happier without you because I realised just how much you damaged me.

I still love you.

meeting you was one of the best things that’s ever happened to me, i love you <3

I wish you would come back but I know youre ashamed. when I get high I'm scared i'll be you one day.

Is it too late? If I said tomorrow I wanted to mend this.. would you want to?

for what it’s worth i wish things could of been different

Hope you’re doing okay these days. I’m sorry I let her come between us.

You’re not blocked. I don’t hate you.

i’m worried i’m falling out of love with you and idk what to do about it, im so sorry

We didn’t talk much after Spanish class but till this day I still look for you in my dreams, idk y.

I don't think I'll ever stop thinking about you...

I'm still so hurt but I miss you so much.

I hope you get everything you deserve and more

I'll reach out soon.

The fact are in front of ur face

I wish things didn’t have to be this way. I’ll always love you, and be here with open arms.

i tried for 3 yrs but im finally giving up, sorry 4 all i did and all i didnt do

i know it was you that was the bad guy. but i never meant to hurt you, i just couldnt deal with you

Just call me. I’ll answer.

you’ll always be riveting to me

I miss you so bad, my dearest. I hope you still think about me. I love you still, always.

I wish I knew what I did wrong. Even though I don't, I'm still trying to be better.

I miss you and I'm sorry for leaving.

wish you didn't immediately give up on me when i never did that to you :x i hope you're okay now.

we're not friends anymore but i still listen to ateez because you told me that i'd like it. miss you

Are you still looking for signs?

You said it was a joke. Maybe it was. But I loved you like it wasn’t.

I know you’ll never love me the way I love you.

I hate that I’ll always have feelings for you

I really did think of you as my soulmate, even if you didn't feel the same...

No I don’t. Call me.

You are what's best for me.

It hurts how long we were best friends for you to drop me out of nowhere, I miss my best friend

i still miss everything about you. Please come back baba.

Lol, we've been so weird lately haha I miss bonding w u Brittany

I lost my best friend today. I will always love you, to the moon and back. My dreams are gone.

We haven't been friends for a decade but I still think about you and hope you're doing well

I loved you. And I meant everything I said, but you still only half heard me.

It’s been 5 years and I haven’t stopped missing you B.. I wish you’d reach out

I feel like I’m not enough for you, Why is it so hard for you to choose me if you say you love me?

We're only bsfs but I love you so so much, we always call and have fun, I want you to see this pls????

and i'll never truly know what i did. i hope you're happy now, atleast one of us should be.

I won't send you letters, so the void has to do

I wish I didn't still miss you

I love you, ill be patiently waiting for you my sweet girl, ill always love you no matter what.