Unsent messages to MAISIE

Hey donut
Just wanted to start of by saying I love you
....I love you so much. You have been the most amazing friend to me. At times when things have gotten hard you have been the only one keeping me going. So thank you... thank you for everything you have done for me. I know everyone says this but I actually mean it when I say you are the most amazing person ever. I don’t know what I would do with out you. I love looking back at photos we have taken, they make me smile so hard. I’m so happy you came into my life... please never leave. You mean too much to let go. I love our friendship, how we respect each other, want the best for each other and have so much fun and laughs while keeping each other safe at the same time. So please never let anyone put you down because YOU ARE WORTH SO MCUH MORE THAN THAT!!! I mean it... when boys treat you bad or girls are rude. Don’t give them the satisfaction of letting them get to you. Forget about them because you have me :) I’ll always be here for you. So even if one day I am gone please don’t give up. I love you so much xxx ❤️❤️❤️
(Screenshot this and read it whenever you feel down and hopefully it brings a smile to your face just like all the times you brought one to mine :) )- Sof,bates,barest and mutant ?

I'm going to fucing kill you. I now where you live. I have no reason too but your just so perfect with your stupid high piched laugh your perfect hair and your glistaning blue green eyes, you make me want to barf. I always compair myself to you. I'm always the secund option and feel i'm never good enugh. Maybe i'm in love with you so much that i want to kill you. You are so perfect that i want to kill you and keep you to myself. I sound like a fucing psycho but i don't care. See you soon

Hey girlllll, I know we have only been besties for about 4 years it feels like i've known you for a life time. Thank you for being the shoulder i can lean on and always being there for me. Thank you so much for the love and care. I may not be the bestest friend to you sometimes but i really hope i mean as much to you as you mean to me. I will always be there for you an i know you will always be there for me. We've have worked through some pretty hard times together at school with all the horrible people who gets us down and are rude. When i laugh, Its almost all the time because of you. so thank you. don't know how else to put this but you are so special, so kind, so pretty and i love all our memories. Promise me we will stay friends forever. - love ya donut xx

HEY B LOVE YOU SO MUCH. You have been here from the very beginning and I am so happy to have met you. You make every room you walk into brighten up and you have such an amazing sense of humour and love all our jokes and memories. Your so so pretty omg im jelly. Thank you for always being there for me. I know you will never judge me and that you always have my back and I hope you feel the same with me. Like fr I don’t know what u would do without you. From our late night chats to waking you up early with the loud as shits hp ringtone cus you slept in and missed first period of online class ??? will never forget you and I hope we get closer and closer and never lose contact. So happy to have met you. (At least one good thing came out from going to that shit hole school) HAHAHAHAHA love you and everything you do for me. Thank you for everything. I know I can always count on you and I value that. Love you gorgeous. Xxxxx – From ? bates xx

I met you online and we started talking and it didn't take me long to realise that I like you. The feeling was so new to me as your a girl aswell, I thought we were just really good friends but were not. I love you. with my whole heart and I want to be with you, I wanna bake with you, I wanna stay out late with you, I wanna go on cute dates with you, I want you.
you.
you.
you.
I want you and only you.
I just don't know how to tell you.

You only made an effort with me when you were intoxicated. But it was my fault for not believing you cared?

i wish we could start all over again. and this stupid website has made me miss you. i miss going to that random field together and just venting about anything and everything. but i dont think you see how much of a prick you were to me. i couldnt deal with all the shit you were telling me. i thought you literally fucking died when you stopped texting me. i was not in any way shape or form equipped to deal with all that shit. and whats bugging me is the fact that i dont think you are even able to see what was going on with me. have a good life. bye.

you promised me you would try to be a better person and you ruined it for yourself. it's your fault that i cant go within 10 metres of you

I don’t know if you really liked me or not, but if so, you didn’t do a very good job at showing it ? you tried I guess...