i wish we could start all over again. and this stupid website has made me miss you. i miss going to that random field together and just venting about anything and everything. but i dont think you see how much of a prick you were to me. i couldnt deal with all the shit you were telling me. i thought you literally fucking died when you stopped texting me. i was not in any way shape or form equipped to deal with all that shit. and whats bugging me is the fact that i dont think you are even able to see what was going on with me. have a good life. bye.