Ol,
I miss you so much and I hope you always remember the love I have for you and always will have for you. You are strong, kind, amazing. Never give up on yourself, okay?
waybolulu

u definitely aren’t the type of person to read these but if u do, hey. idk if anything u said was even real and honestly i’m moving on with my life but i still wonder what you’re up to sometimes. sometimes i wish i had been more honest with you too. in another life in another place we could’ve worked and i think we both knew that. i hope you’re doing okay, but i also hope u realised how much of an idiot u are. u were selfish and stupid and everything i hate but still i allowed it becuase part of me wants u always. idk if we will talk again and that scares me but i know right now nothing worthwhile could come of us. anyways bye hope ur okay

No matter how hard I try I can’t let go of you and it kills me to know i was the one who fucked it up because I was scared

i want you to hurt the way you hurt me. i want you to feel the way your words made me feel. i hate what you did to me. i hate that youve gotten away with it and nobody believes me. i hope my hurt has given you happiness. you will get what you deserve one day and i'll live for that day

I dont understand why you would do everything you did if you knew that it meant nothing. To me it meant everything, i thought i had a chance.

are you still coming back for me? i love you, forever and always my boy …