Unsent messages to MADDOX

I hate how i'm gonna remember every single detail of you and your life. I hate that I have these stupid dinosaur pants that I bought with you. I hate that I have so many pictures of you that I used to smile at every single day because I was so in love with every part of you. I hate that I bought a yo-yo just because you had one and we would be able to do it together. I hate that everything reminds me of you and I hate that i'd take you back In a second if you just apologized. I've never felt this way about anyone and I hope i find someone who doesn't give up on me after one argument. you ruined me. you became my only source of happiness and then you just left? and for what? because you couldn't handle the responsibility of being in a relationship? because one argument is too much? maybe you never cared about me, because if you did then you would've fought for us. You want me in your life and in your future but i hope i never do anything with you again.

i gave you so many chances that you messed up. I still love you though after everything you have done.

my relationship with you cannot work at all thats why i broke up with you

It never felt like one anyways since we never spoke in person or seen eachother irl

Tbh i never had feelings for you lol

you make me happy, but I'm so hesitant to commit to you and I hate myself for that. You deserve the world.

I wish I never let you do those things to me. You made me grow up way faster than I should. I'm scared of being alone with the boy I like now bc I'm scared he will do what you did.

i haven’t seen your face, or heard ur laugh in 8 months. the memory i have of you is blurry. i never thought this day would come. i’m letting go.

I know you didn’t like me like that, but i just wish you didn’t use me as a crutch or when your bored. I really liked you and as soon I thought we were going somewhere, you got new girlfriends and talked to new people.

I just miss our friendship. I am willing to forget everything you said about me if it means we get our friendship back

boy you have no idea how much i love you since we broke up. we’re talking again but do you like me? cause i love you no questions asked

I know your going through a lot, i wish you would open up to me. Just know i’ll always be here even if you decide to give up. I care about you too much.

Hey, I think I used to love you. Or at least I used to tell myself that because I wanted a love story. You were everything I could have wanted. You're kind, funny, smart...I just wish I could've told you how I felt without being to afraid. I've moved on, but it's probably for the best since there's no way you ever liked me back.