It’s sometimes hard to believe that everyone around you has their own complex life that doesn’t relate to you.

Reading your messages made me think. I miss the days of long car rides too, because you talked to me the whole time. I was in love with you before that but it really reinforced it. I won't go, I can't. Theres something about you that makes me feel high. Not like kai does, not in the "there are no problems, nothing but this moment" its more of a "you make this shithole of a reality better" but how am i supposed to feel that way when we don't call, we barely text. Neither of us are particularly confrontational but we need to start communicating. Please.

You asked to see the thing i wrote about the sun and moon. Now feels like the time to show you.
"The Sun and the Moon and two peculiar beings. One shines brightly, gives us warmth and light, even lights up the other. The other is dark, hidden away, shows itself only when the Sun shines on it. They need one another. They rely on each other. Some people say that every introvert has an extrovert friend that brings them out of their shell. The Sun is the Moons extrovert. It shows how beautiful the moon is when you really look at it

The Sun is beautiful. She gives us light and warmth, grows our crops, in some cases even power our homes. However she is also dangerous. She can burn us, overheat our planet, cause fires. Like everything the Sun has a good and a bad side, we need it and rely on it but sometimes trust it too much. There is only one sun in our solar system.

The Moon is also beautiful. They pull our tides, give us just enough light some nights. The Moon, along with humans, plants, and animals rely on the sun. Without the sun we wouldn't be able to see the moon. Without the Sun the Moon would just be another big rock in space, but the Sun makes the Moon seem special. There are over 200 moons in our solar system.

Yet the Sun will always choose Earth's moon. Earth's moon is about 93 million miles away from the Sun. If they were 93 million miles away, would you still choose them? I know I would."

Is there any chance we can get back together early. I figured it out fast. You can still think if you want.

i care for you still and i will
forever
that was my part of the deal

You'll always be my one and only moon.

i wish we lived closer, i love you so much. i want to make you the happiest man alive!!!

7 months... still you

I just want to tell you that there's no day or moment that I don't think of you

i didn’t want our friendship to end like that

to my best friend. I’m so happy I met you, I really love you.

Thanks my sky, I loved you like nobody ever did, not trying to be the best but I am!!

whenever it happens it wont be your fault

I don't think pur chapters over. But ill wait even if it takes yrs. Im over yu but i still love yu