Unsent messages to JOCEE

you don’t want to talk to me right now. i’m sorry i’ll never be her. this is grey because i feel grey. i don’t want to “fix you”. i just wish you’d give me a chance but then again you can’t trust me and i think too much. i’m sorry for that and everything. be safe at the party tonight. be good.

i’m sorry i have these feelings for you. i hope one day maybe you’ll give me a chance even if you only feel a small spark. after all, a small spark can start a wild fire