Reading your messages made me think. I miss the days of long car rides too, because you talked to me the whole time. I was in love with you before that but it really reinforced it. I won't go, I can't. Theres something about you that makes me feel high. Not like kai does, not in the "there are no problems, nothing but this moment" its more of a "you make this shithole of a reality better" but how am i supposed to feel that way when we don't call, we barely text. Neither of us are particularly confrontational but we need to start communicating. Please.