hey luka!! i know we haven’t talked in a while but i just wanted to say i really miss doing random spontaneous stuff with you. i don’t really know how we drifted apart, i think it was just with time but again i don’t really know. anyways if your down we could go bike down to the docks and get ice cream sometime :)

I don’t know how I’m feeling now but we’re not 17 anymore and I need to move on bc I’ve spent 6 years thinking about you and you haven’t

When you went down on one knee, I was sure you were the one for me but I guess I was wrong because you weren’t in love with the real me.

To the person who was never mine,

The time given to us was so unfair. I always wonder what could've been if you didn't leave. If I wasn't so scared, if I wasn't so young. In another universe we're surely existing together, more than the strangers we are now. Thank you for the memories, I was happy while it lasted.

i'm slowly giving up on you and it's the best thing i did for me, i'll never forget you but i don't miss you anymore

Ovo je prvi i poslednji put da cu ti pisati nesto gde ce stajati biti tvoje ime. Uglavnom sam te objasnjavala drugima kroz metafore i primere ali moram da iznesem iz sebe ovoliko reci bez da tebi ne napisem makar sad ako ti napisem ime ce znaciti nesto ? Povredio si me ponovo ali ti vise necu reci zasto i zbog cega i znam da ti to nije bila namera ali ponovo prolazim kroz isto sranje i dosta mi je, i problem je u tome sto koliko god se mi povredjivali ti nikad neces nestati iz mog secanja i mojih osecanja i uvek ce stajati tu sa strane i kad te nema i kad te ima i kad se ne budem osecala ovako. Nisam retardirana zaljubicu se ponovo samo ono volela bih i dalje da ti budes poslednja osoba. Kao ne volim te vise taj nacin izbledela su osecanja ali cu uvek imati prostora za tebe, odnosno uvek ces biti u tom nekom prostoru iz kog nikad neces izaci i volela bih da znam da se i ti tako osecas ako nadjes ovo nekako i procitas samo potvrdi. Znam da ni ti ni ja ne zelimo nista sad izmedju nas ali bih volela samo da znam da sve ono nije bilo uzalud jer si dobio u potpunosti celo moje srce a bilo mi je jako tesko i znas da sam se borila za tebe i znas koliko moram da sam te volela, pazi kad ni ja nisam svesna, jer sam protiv svih isla i lagala svoje i prolazila kroz pakao hiljadu puta samo da te vidim i osetim tvoju kozu. Usput ono sto ti nikad necu reci jeste da pricala sam sa psihologom o tebi i celoj situaciji da bih bolje skapirala sve i ona mi je rekla da sam verovatno podsvesno, svaki put kad je trebalo da se vidimo htela da blejim kod tebe, to radila jer se kod sebe nikad osecala sigurno a kod tebe sam se osecala kao kod kuce i jos sa tvojim roditeljima i normalnom atmosferom sto nikad nisam mogla dobiti kod sebe, i da zato je to bilo samo sa tobom a sa drugima sam blejala da pobegnem od kuce dok sam kod tebe isla da bih se osecala kao kod kuce. Zao mi je sto ovo neces cuti jer je tuzno i lepo i jebiga sto ranije nisam pricala s nekim o tome da ranije saznam da je tako jer meni nikad nije palo na pamet.
Ne volim te isto kao i ranije ali te volim toliko da uvek mozes na mene da racunas u bilo koje doba u kakvim god odnosima bili u kakvom god problemu bio. Moje ruke za tvoje su uvek slobodne.
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Your so toxic but without you I feel like I’m nothing, I’m so scared of you leaving me when I’d do anything for you.

Honestly fuck you. fuck you for making me feel like shit. now im unable to trust new people. i love someone else now. but all of your bullshit has ruined me completely. so fuck you.

it's been 145 days. i still miss you. ik you hate me but everyone knows you were in the wrong. i loved you so much yet you were willing to just use me. i should hate you but i dont.

i wish we could be friends, we were kids doing dumb stuff and i enjoyed having you around as a person, take care

i will never forget you. you were my first love and kinda i hope you remember our house project we talked about.

Me gustas mucho, nunca podria imaginar que una persona me llegara a hacer sentir asi solo con una mirada, o con el simple hecho de que sonrias. Quiero conocerte, quiero saber cual es tu musica favorita, tu sabor de helado mas odiado...Tengo mucho miedo de decirte lo que siento por ti, porque aun somos jovenes, y no quiero arruinar nuestra amistad. Tambien le tengo miedo al rechazo. En conclusion, cada vez que te veo, no puedo evitar sentir esas mariposas en el estomago :). No he podido decirlo todo aqui, pero espero algun dia llegar a hacerlo.

ur gay asf for making me rewrite this :| the last one i did was PERFECT but whatever. ur ok and we should make out. i'm slightly fond of u as well

hey luka,
i know youre way too old for me and im sorry. i just cant change my feelings for you. maybe it was just something stupid of my brain, or its right person wrong timing. maybe one day.
i really hope so.

Alright, I'll say it right here, if you're the one, I'll see you again in the nearest future. Fuck you

Why did you do it? Why did you lie so much. Even after being hurt that much, I still love you and I know it. I hate what you did to me. But at least it’s finally over. I loved you.

thank you so much. you did so much good for me and you didn't even realise. but you broke my heart too. i'll always love you despite everything.

We were still friends after and the worst part is that I still liked you and you liked my best friend.

I never thought I would feel what I feel with you. One day we'll do all we promised one another, and it will be beautiful.

i dont think youll ever see this and think "hey ___ wrote this for me" but of how i wish it would at least cross your mind. i don't know what it is about you that intrigues me so much but it's there. i don't even think you know, or maybe you do and you just chose to ignore. ever since that fallout, we haven't been the same. we aren't as close as we once were and most of that was my fault. the feeling i had mixed with the thing that happened caused me to push you away, but oh how i regret that so fricken much. i've always had feelings for you, but i'm scared. i don't want to risk messing up what we have bc that would mean loosing you again and i cant do that. just know that i'll always be here for you no matter what. xoxo - your "soulmate"

you confuse me a lot ... but I love you so much

Why won’t you talk to me

i will always love you, i loved u so much i will wait for you ilysm >3

u still remind me of the color blue.. but ill always choose him.

i like you so much

all i ever wanted was you, my love <3

u’ve been on my mind lately but i cant reach out i just hope ur ok and happy<3

I miss what we had even tho it didnt last long

do you ever think about me? Do
You even care about me anymore? Cause I do. I really do.

You were my bestfriend. Why did you do that? I hope we talk again, one day.

i will continue to wait for you.

I still think about you and wonder if you’re happy with how your life turned out without me.

i think i have a crush on you. it really hurts because you like them better. i can tell.

I will consider you my first love , your eyes, your hair . I love you to the moon and back!

i hate that i miss u

i love you so much my precious boy you are so pretty

I just wish you treated me better because you really hurt me.

i miss my pretty boy so much it hurts

you’re so amazing

im so scared of losing the chance at a happy ending before the story even began

my soul has fallen in love with u, but i wish we never met bcuz i know "us" wont last forever.

I wish I knew if what we had was real or fake all along.

Im sorry. Should I save it or would have you, you never. Was it just the idea of you? Im still here.

unfortunately, you were my first love. my first love was unrequited.

it hurts that you don’t care as much— i’m the only one who reaches out first anymore.

I liked you a lot, you know. I guess this will be the last farewell

imy

You broke my heart. I think ill be healing from you forever.

I wished you at least tried to make it right.

I like you. Be my boyfriend?