um.. hi future self! I hope when you find this, you're in a better headspace. don't k yourself, even if she's gone by now. It's not worth it. ilysm and I also hope you're finally comfy with your own body. I hate writing this but it has to be done. I know these are our true feelings, deep down we do truly love ourselves. don't worry about others opinions.

i wonder when we're going to ghost each other again BAHAHA that'll b fun to go through for the millionth time

i miss you already. please dont go. i cant deal with you leaving. ik you said youd be okay, but im scared. your dad is horrible and i dont want you to deal with that even more. please. dont go. i love you.

hi, knowing you you’ll probably be going by another name in like a week but i really loved you, i still do, i just want closure, i need to be sure that youve moved on, after all of the silly crushes ive had, youre first the one that i felt like i truly had feelings for. it hurts, my heart hurts. i feel like i get really jealous easily and even just seeing you and frusk made m

hi, you were my first proper love since year 4 up until now. i have decided to let you roam free. you have roamed my mind for many years, i have opened a door in my head now. you can walk out, i accept our mutual love. except the love is as friends. i will forever love you, hold a special place in my heart but i think that if i let you go and untie my ropes connected to you, we can both find happiness. maybe we are soulmates, if we are we will meet again and rekindle what we felt back then. you might not feel the same but i have felt this way since forever. you may have stopped in year seven. i know i messed up and you wouldn't forgive me but you said it didn't matter anymore and i was fine with that. at least i thought. my feelings arose back and i loved being around you but you don't feel the same and never will. as i said before if we need each other, we will meet again but for now i have now cut off those red ropes filled love. and the ends are loose just incase. my family loved you and that always encouraged me. i think peer pressure was very apparent then and is now. once i had stopped speaking about you, my true feelings were finally apparent to me. finally. i loved you, you were a crush. i didn't expect to cry over you as much as i had. its crazy how much power someone has over you. your mind. they can shut it or open it up. i think i need to hold my own power and take it away from you. as much as i will be here. i don't wish to. i will see you in class and enjoy your company but i don't like you anymore. thank you for making me feel loved. i appreciate you and everything you have ever done.

it's been ages but sometimes i remember how i felt. now i don't recognize you at all. stay alive. be happy.

You mean a lot to me I hope you know that. I think about you 24/7 everyday:) I wish we could see each other:c

It’s been almost a year and I still think about you every day, loving you from afar

I still love you and wish we could go back to what we were. I ruined us and I'm eternally sorry.

Is it you, fox, that leaves me these messages? If so, I love you from afar as well.

I hope you heal

I miss you but I know we could never work. We aren’t good for each other.

I wish I could've met you at least one. Why it's so difficult to forget you?

you’ve been less on my mind, tree, but I will always wish you the best regardless of the chaos.

Forbidden love is a symphony, composed of longing and the quiet beauty of what could never be.

I can't help but still want you back, throughout knowing that I'll mess up everything again.

no contact over a year & sometimes I miss you, but it’s better we don’t talk

Frog was the first nickname I gave u when we started dating

I guess I'll never get to meet you, why does it hurt so much to leave you?

I love you. I’m just saying goodbye. I hope someday you’ll come back.