Unsent messages to LUCA
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: August 6, 2023, 2:08 am UTC
i literally can’t believe we broke up i miss u so much
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: August 4, 2023, 10:59 pm UTC
i wish we could’ve watched the sunset together
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: July 28, 2023, 12:42 am UTC
i love you so much, im sorry im not a good best friend
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: July 23, 2023, 7:12 pm UTC
I hope I can give you all the love you deserve
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:02 pm UTC
i am deeply in love with you, you’ve changed my life
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: July 18, 2023, 5:13 pm UTC
maybe in another lifetime (: just maybe.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:31 am UTC
you're my everything and i really hope you stay
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:42 pm UTC
my baby boy, you are my world. i love you beautiful
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:40 pm UTC
I wish you spoke about it before you blocked me.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: July 14, 2023, 5:44 am UTC
i love you to the moon and back, no matter what happens.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: July 13, 2023, 9:42 pm UTC
I wish you knew how much I miss our bagel memories
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 16, 2021, 4:17 am UTC
at the end of the day it’s their loss. they’re missing out on someone amazing. you’re what a bitch needs.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 15, 2021, 12:52 am UTC
For my whole life I’d assumed I’d marry you. I was waiting for us. I’ll always love you, but it was never the right time. I hope you’re in my life forever, regardless.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:50 pm UTC
You left me, you came back, you left me. I forgave you for what you did the first time but again you fucked me over. i wish things could go back to how they were you need to get over the way you think and see that i was good to you and treated you very well. i love you and i hate it. i always will love you.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 13, 2021, 5:04 pm UTC
no matter how much i try to hate you, i’ll always see you as the same sweet boy i feel in love with in the 6th grade
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 11, 2021, 2:24 am UTC
You either break a lot of hearts or your name is much more common than I ever thought. Glad to not be on the first list although I do seem to think about you more than I should. Not like you'll ever know. Goodbye for now.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 10, 2021, 4:24 pm UTC
I always wonder what would've happen if we waited a bit longer with our relationship till we both are more mature. But I know you won't talk to me anymore. I hope you'll have a wonderful life and you will probably always have a special place in my heart.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 9, 2021, 2:57 am UTC
Everyone else after you was just an excuse to get over you. It never worked and I feel more lonely than ever.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 7, 2021, 8:55 pm UTC
i know you're not good for me and that i deserve better, i've always knew that ... but i still wanted to try
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:32 pm UTC
what i would give for u to read my texts. what i would give to see ur face again during the time of covid. what i would give to know u didn’t lose interest in me. what i would give to let u know how much i think of u. what i would give-
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 6, 2021, 3:42 pm UTC
you were so nice, out of everyone it's like you actually cared like you actually wanted to be friends. i already told you i dont like people who lie...
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 5, 2021, 2:36 pm UTC
I think and worry about you all the time. I hope you think of me too... I’d do anything to bring you back... I miss you.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 5, 2021, 2:21 pm UTC
And here’s to the next chapter of our lives, a chapter where we’ve turned into strangers again. I’m letting you go now, remember... I love you loser :)
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:56 am UTC
oh god I wish I was her I really do and I’ll never forgive myself for not being her you were so much happier with her I bore you I never was the one for you idk why I even believed I was im sorry your hopes weren’t met I’ll never forgive myself
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 5, 2021, 6:19 am UTC
u had to know i liked u. thats why u chose me to play around with like that, even when u had a gf. don't hug or touch me ever again if u can't at least be my friend.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 4, 2021, 12:33 pm UTC
You shouldn’t have treated me the way you did, I was your best friend and I did everything for you but it was always about you stop ruining relationships with people who care about you we aren’t all able to move on as easily as you
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 4, 2021, 8:57 am UTC
I felt so safe around u. We didn’t get to know each other too well. But I’ve never felt that way before ever, with anyone. I miss that feeling.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 4, 2021, 8:35 am UTC
It was only a crush, but it was so heavy. And I held on to it because I missed feeling things for others in that way.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 4, 2021, 8:32 am UTC
I loved saying your name and letting each letter pass my lips. Whenever I could, I’d say it and it felt like a gift from u.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 4, 2021, 8:23 am UTC
I have spent so much time thinking of the summer we went away. I go over every single detail. Every conversation. Every feeling. Playing it back thinking of how it could’ve gone differently. I can’t stop thinking about u and it’s consumed so much of me. And it’s silly and I hate myself for going back there and examining and exhausting every detail. It has been spoiled in my mind, turned inside and out. And the sad reality was that it was such an insignificant moment wasn’t it? It was awkward and distant. I truly don’t think anyone was to blame but I always end up blaming myself. So much could’ve been, in such a beautiful place with such a beautiful person. Honestly I’d rather stop thinking about u, it’s developed into habit and i have to physically shiver to not go back and try and try again different outcomes. I’m so tired. I’m so tired of thinking about u.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 4, 2021, 7:19 am UTC
i still miss everything about you, you and everything in 2019 was so special. ive been trying to find that light again, but i dont think i can anymore. i hope everything is alright with you, and all your dreams come true. you do you, you deserve it
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 1, 2021, 5:34 pm UTC
I miss how much fun we used to have together. Our sailing trip around the Caribbean still remains one of my favourite memories. Its sad that we couldn't be closer friends in school. I hope you are doing well. (From S)
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: January 1, 2021, 12:23 am UTC
We havent talked in over a year and I just miss you. One day ill work up the courage to message you. I hope you havent forgot about me.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: December 23, 2020, 9:57 pm UTC
Although we never even knew each other properly, there was a spark there. I was happy. You made me forget all the bad that had happened and somehow lifted it all away, I could never put into words how much I appreciated you. Everyday I worry for you, the things you told me they’d worry anyone. Deep down I care so badly about you, I just wish I could FaceTime you one more time. All the things I told you, I could never open up like that to anyone you was my safe place. Although you say you don’t have anyone and your just working on yourself, I know that’s not true. You’ve hurt me and I can no longer forgive you. I gave you so many chances to prove yourself and your loyalty and you blew it. You’d always be meeting girls or messaging multiple girls and told me they were just friends or not to worry. But were they really just friends? You act as if i was the bad one and I really wasn’t. Fate had this in its path and our time clearly was right, if this was ever meant to be you’ll come back. But in reality I hope you don’t.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: December 22, 2020, 12:41 am UTC
i stopped saying
„ i hate men“ because of u but u gave me a lot of reasons to say it even more now :)
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: December 17, 2020, 11:09 pm UTC
I know it’s your time to move on but I’m so sorry and I love you so much, my heart aches every second to be with you I’ll treasure you and our memories forever, I hope one day we’ll come back to each other
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: December 17, 2020, 9:06 pm UTC
This is our favorite color. I wish you weren't straight. I wish my parents weren't....my parents :(
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: December 16, 2020, 2:38 am UTC
Oi, quanto tempo! Como você tá?
E assim tem sido, depois de meses e meses do nosso momento. O tempo não foi certo, você tinha ela e eu tinha ele, mas a memória do seu sorriso e do seu abraço ainda inundam os meus sonhos.
Tudo passou despercebido. Ignoramos, como deveríamos. Mas a verdade é que eu gostei de você. Eu realmente gostei de você. E quando a distância foi aumentando, um buraco surgiu na minha vida. Um buraco que eu chamo de: “você”. Independente de como nos relacionamos, sua presença na minha vida é essencial. Você foi meu melhor amigo, e meu quase amor. O que eu senti por você foi único e nunca foi dito. Agora está dito e escrito.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: December 15, 2020, 6:53 am UTC
i've always kinda seen you like that and i thought you did too but you kinda rejected me. i wish we could've worked
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:54 am UTC
starting as lovers, then nothing, then friends to lovers again. our three years together were tumultuous and toxic, i’m sure you can’t look at me the same anymore, but i’ve made the commitment to only remember the love i had for you and good times we made.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: December 10, 2020, 10:47 pm UTC
i wish i could give u what u want. i realised i fucked up since the day I started to think about u everyday before I sleep.
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: December 10, 2020, 10:00 pm UTC
it’s embarrassing how obsessed i was w/ you after you ended things. i really had convinced myself you were the one. now i know better; you were a nice guy, but i was heavily projecting my insecurities onto you and had created an insanely romanticized version of you in my head. at least i now know not to make that mistake again. hope you’re doing well out there, it’s been a while
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: December 10, 2020, 9:41 am UTC
I will always love you, no matter what happens because you made me feel like no one ever had before. You made me feel wanted and needed and like someone actually cared about me. U made me feel loved. I will never forget you even though we weren’t meant to be
From: ABC
To: Luca
Date: December 8, 2020, 10:44 pm UTC
I love u unconditionally but a major fuck you for making me fall in love so young to just fucking let me down
