Unsent messages to LUCA

I can't ever love anyone like I loved you, your the only person who can make me laugh and smile and I dont feel like I need to fake it, we used to be so close, I told you everything, u listened to me and it seemed like u actually cared, but everything changed when we started to drift away, I love you Luca, it wasn't just a crush, it was love and it still is

I care about you so much, sometimes just thinking about you makes my throat swell up and my stomach go funny, thinking of our memories makes me cry, I hate not being close to you
I love you Luca and I never stopped

you meant more to me then I think you ever really knew, I had such a confusing childhood and a simple smile from you to me made me love you even more but its too late to tell you

I loved you for a really long time, but you moved and I wanted to tell you but I couldn’t and now I just regret it so much because I know I still love you but I can’t say it because I know you don’t love me back. That’s why I’m going to alcohol, to try and get rid of that feeling, so I don’t have to feel so worthless

you werent my first love. you were my second. you were my blue. you were my everything but you tore me apart. i dont kno who you are anymore. it hurts me more than u kno. im sorry i cant be there for u. but i kno my worth

You were there to catch me when I fell, you fixed the sheets on my bed for me, you helped me to eat again. Now you don't catch me anymore.

I love you so much. I love your dark brown hair and your green eyes. I love the way you hold me when Im feeling down. I love the way you love me. Ive never met anyone like you. You mean everything to me. Even if we we break up one day it will always be you. I will always want you.

honestly you have your flaws but as much as i love them you should leave while you can. you deserve better

i thought i liked you for so long, but the more distance i got, the more i could see that you are a piece of shit

Me hubiera gustado intentarlo contigo, siento que eres un capítulo de mi vida que necesito escribir.
Aa-

ur aftershave finally stopped lingering on my clothes, yet u still manage to linger on my mind. i wish u were as easy to erase as your smell.

Thank you for leaving me. I've never felt that happy before, but, please take care of my ability to trust someone.

I wish you would love me as you did one year ago. I was so happy with you and now I had been trying to get over you but it's legit impossible. I miss you every day more and more. I wish you have never done what you did and that you still care about me. I still love you.

I was so deeply in love that I didn't see that you didn't feel the same way. I wish I wouldn't have been so annoying and I could just accept the fact you don't feel the same but I can't get over it.

I'm sorry things ended the way they did. Anytime I listen to White Ferrari I will think of you. I still love you even tho its been months. I just need closure.

i miss when it was i love yu every night. i hate that i had to make yu hate me as much as i do cos i know i wasn't good enough for yu.

You were one of my first friends and my first crush. Even though it’s been years of on again off again contact, I think you’re a great guy with a bright future. I know you probably never liked me the way I liked you, despite the jokes we would always make, my feelings never really left. I still like you but I’m grateful to be able to spend time with you even if it is just as friends

If you think this one is written for you, it is. I really hope you’re doing okay and have found the same happiness I have from breaking up and moving on. There’s no hard feelings from my side and I’ll still always be there if you need anything.

it's me.
we we're already becoming great friends but it didn't last as long as i wanted it to. i don't even know if you're here anymore but i've been texting myself for the past two months in our dm ever since you went silent. i miss you sweets

I just wish I had one more chance, it kills me everyday I know you have moved on :( I will always love you and be here for you when u need it

I love you so much. I feel like you will never know who I am and that is okay. I wish I could just get over you.

i dont love u anymore because u loved my best friend. now u hate her and i hope u can stop hating me. pls just let us be friends.

I’m sorry for letting you go, I think of you all the time and you probably don’t even think of me . I love u

You're my home. My love for you is a journey, starting at forever and ending at never. Please don't ever leave me.

You’re my home. My love for you is a journey, starting at forever and ending at never. I need&miss you..

i know we were never going to be together but we were so close for so many years and i just wish i could have that again, i still think of you years later. i will always cherish the time we had than you for that

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
Things that killed our love
I will be there

you were the first guy i ever liked. i thought there was a connection. and i don't even know why u got so distant all of the sudden. but i could never hate u, because u were good to me. however, i miss u and i wish u the best. u really made me happy and i'll always be there for you. rb

Hi,

I still miss you so much, I miss how you made me feel alive and loved. It al felt like a dream too good to be true. I’ll remember every second

I love you so much and I dont know how to live without you thank you for bring my Friend and I dont wanna tell you that I love you because I dont want to destroy our friendship....love you!!!

Hey De Luca It’s me Joanna, I still remember how you told me you loved my laugh. That I even started loving it on my own. I still remember how you love orange juice, and how you to cook. The little things around every place in my room remind me of you, from looking someone in the eye too even seeing your hair placed in different peoples faces. I wish you nothing but the best, although I’m still in love with you I’m still holding onto hope.

3 years of my life i try so hard to forget. you treated me like shit but i still wanted to make you the happiest boy in the world. so much has changed and i wish i could tell you all about it.

i’m finally over you, it’s taken a while but i’m there. i never got an explanation but i’ve realised i don’t need one anymore.

I loved you and you broke my heart. You promised you'd never leave me, you knew I'd been hurt in my past.

ti amo da sempre e non ti ho mai dimenticato. nessuno sarà mai come te, penso che tu sia la mia anima gemella. ti prego torna da me, mi manchi.

I still flinch whenever my boyfriend comes near me too fast. He would never hurt me. You did, forever.

although nothing happened between us, I've never been able to stop thinking about u and I hope we find our way back to each other someday

I loved you so, so, so much. I know you never looked at me in the same way. I hope the Clippers win it all.

I block you for no reason and I’m so sorry for this and I still love you .
I hope your happy in your life and that you met the perfect girl for you