You told me you may have not made the right choice with him. It got my hopes up, but it's been nearly 6 months now.

i hope you know how much i love you. you mean the world to me, thank you for being my best friend. you changed me for the better.

i hope you know that no matter what you did to me you'll always be my person. I'm sorry i ended it again i was scared, scared of commitment, scared of hurting you. i hope that your happy now, that you've found someone to be your new person but i hope that you dont forget about me or what me had.

you stopped talking to me. and we stopped being best friends. we used to call each other soulmates and made plans to travel together. we used to text each other everyday and send each other good morning texts and goodnight texts. but you just stopped taking to me. i hate that i miss you because you have obviously moved on but i’m stuck wondering what i did wrong and i still cry about you. i hate that i miss you.
B.Z

i hope you know i miss you. i messed up and i didnt appreciate what i had with you. i still love you but im too scared to text incase you dont feel the same.

I can’t and don’t want to be your friend anymore. I don’t know how to tell you or anyone else. You’re too toxic for me & always bring up this one damn thing everytime we all hang out or even when it’s just us. I can’t tell you bc then “i’m overreacting & jealous” but yeah i am but also I don’t fucking need you bringing it up EVERYTIME we hang like stfu.

How do you remove someone from a group. There’s 4 people we including me all hangout with. I love 2 of them but the 3rd one doesn’t match my vibe & is toxic for me. How do I remove her like I can’t tell the others bc they love her nd shit. But I just can’t anymore and I have no one to talk to about this

i’m sorry for everything you went through and all the nights you cries i’m sorry fir putting others first i’m sorry for all the lies i’m so proud of you and i love you with my whole heart 2021 is a new year and a new start

to the lily who wrote to other lily’s: i needed that message so much. i talked to the moon and felt heard. thank you

you weren't my first love but the most perfect best friend i had ever had. i should have been nicer and asked you to stop asking me if i liked ur ex. but i miss you so much you dont even know. im literally broken part of my heart is gone. but being as you made everyone hate me and ruined my life im not sure. i miss you though, if i could delete everything that happened since quarantine, i would. yellow was your favorite color, your obsessed with spicy chicken nuggets, and rosie.

chuck, I was just telling you about this website a few hours ago. if you ever see this, please come home. I miss you so much I don't know what to do with myself. the city isn't as bright when you are not here.

Lily- I miss you more than I ever thought I would. I have to come home. I don't care if I have to uproot my whole life and quit my job. It will all be worth it if I am with you. I'm booking a flight. See you soon, love, Chuck

fucking christ i’m embarrassed about what i wrote, yeah and it’s me lmao. i’m sorry i don’t know what i was doing. i was immature asf. it’s ok that we’re not friends. i’m so embarrassed omg

not to sound cheesy, but you mean so much to me. seeing you sad makes me sad, i just want you to have good things. i always want to see you. ily

I love you, I do but I'm very conflicted at this moment. Things are confusing and I don't know if i can keep us going much longer. It's wearing me out. You depend on me emotionally, it's hard. I am just lost, I'm sorry.

I hope you're doing good and every thing Is well but I miss you Soo much and wish u would come back...

Hey queen, please don't hurt yourself because i don't know what I'd do without you. You saved me, but i don't know how to save you back.

You broke me my heart shattered when you said “friends?”. Even tho I know you liked her. I tried everything to be her now you broke her.

i wonder where i would be if i never met you. i’d probably be a little bit dumber and a lot less fucked up in the head. the things you did weren’t ok. not even justifiable. you’re just as bad as both of them combined. you act all perfect but you’re not. learn some fucking respect and humility already. i don’t know how your parents raised you so badly that you can turn out this absolutely jacked. i hope you get help. you were a great encourager, but an even worse criticizer. i’m not gonna blame you for what you did to my brain. it’s not your fault. but you did contribute and say awful things. i hope you realize what you did. you probably won’t, because i know how people like you work. i know i will probably never get an apology. i’m fine with that. i’m over you. i hope you’re happy, and i pray to god every night that you don’t hurt him in the way you hurt me. i love him so much and i swear if you do anything to him i will not let it go. i hope you have a good life, and i hope you’ve changed. i’m not gonna ignore you like i did before. that’s bitchy. but, i am gonna keep my space. i’m scared of you thinking i’m coming back to you, and i’m scared that if i do start being nice, i’ll go back and let you hurt me again. i hope you’re ok. i hope you get help for a lot of fucking things. i hope you know i never wanted things to go like this. i was ready to go the end of the earth for you. but you didn’t want me to. it sucks ass that we couldn’t even make it a year. i was planning our whole future. anyway, i know that one day i’ll be completely healed, and maybe i’ll reach out. but until then, get some fucking help, and stay in your lane.

i still kinda miss you, you were always there to listen but you really didn’t care in the end, you hurt me.

I'm so afraid of messing this up. I just want to be everything for you. I think I could fall in love with you.

God I love you- your smile, your laugh, the way your sleepy voice makes me smile every damn time.. I just want to wake up to you every morning. Damn it I love you, but we're just best friends-..

I wish I didn’t fall for you the way I did, you broke me in a million pieces and said thank you when you forgave me

i think we are actually friend soulmates and you are my whole world. even if i give up i hope you never do

i never got the courage to tell you how i felt. seeing you not care for all the love i shined onto you hurt me, but only made me love you more. i want you to pity me, but even i know I'm better than that. its just... when do i get to be the girl you choose.

i used to be in love with you but i realised i want you to be happy more than anything so im glad ur in a happy relationship now xoxo ?

I still think about u everyday, even though u left and broke me. I opened up to u and u left. It kills me, everyday. Why did u leave?

I think I could fall back in love with you if I tried. I'm not in love with you anymore, but you're still one of my best friends. I know you're having a hard time right now, and so am I, but I promise everything is going to be okay. I know its hard to believe right now but I swear we're going to get out of here, you and me. we don't have it easy right now but it's all going to be worth it soon. please, keep your head up for me. you're a literal blessing to this earth and you deserve to be able to live life to the fullest. you are one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I love you.

Thankyou for saving me, I don’t think you realise you did. But I wouldn’t be here without out. I’m sorry

I’m sorry that i’ll never be good enough for you, i fucked everything up and i hope that things work in the future, i love you alot.. it hurts so much.

i think your talking with him again. he cried for hours every night after you left. please don’t hurt him again

Hola Lilian
I miss you and i wish my mom would let me sleep over your house again. Your bed is rlly comfy

i absolutely adore you and i don't know how to tell you, because we had our chance and i messed it up. i think you're the most beautiful person in the world, and i still can't believe that you were ever interested in me. if i dont end up telling you, i hope it all works out how you deserve it to :)

I've only hung out with you once and yet we used to be so close. I hope you're doing alright and I hope you find some great friends

I really needed you.. you were the only person I could trust. But you left me in the dust and oh boy look at me now

i miss you. i hope you’re doing well. i’m sorry we fell out, you seriously hurt my feelings and i couldn’t handle the lies

I miss how you talk and laugh.
I hope you smile more with them then you did with me. You deserve to be happy

you’re one of the reasons i’m alive. we look at these together sometimes so if you ever come back to look, just know i love you more then words can describe. you’re my best friend and my rock. even if i do make fun of you constantly yk i appreciate u

You didn’t know, but I was so into him, and he was innocent and then you came along and gave him a handjob and it broke me inside, it really broke me

every time I look at you my heart fills with happiness, but you are stuck looking at other guys. I really want to ask you out but I am fearful you will say no and I will be forever sad.

Lily I love you. The fun chats at the park and how we always laugh. I want to ask you, but I am afraid you are looking for the other men.

Hey...I miss you yk? I miss our long talks and laughing until we cant feel our faces and spiting milk out of our noses. I miss your mom and dad. They were like my second parents. I miss your dog. So happy all the time. Without you, my world became grey like the color of this sticky note. Sad and boring and i want you back.

Sometimes I rest my hand on my face the way you did just to remember what it was like. It's not the same. I wish you knew how you changed my world. I had never felt love and then something clicked with you and I suddenly saw it everywhere. Couples holding hands and leaning on each other everywhere I looked, I saw love everywhere for the first time and it's like I suddenly understood a part of the world that I hadn't even known existed before.

hi lily, hope all is ok. looking back we were literally best friends, sisters even. sometimes i miss u a ton and want everything to go back to how it was in 8th grade being annoying and lab partners at school. u are pretty short tempered and that's probably the reason why we aren't friends anymore. hurts a lot a lot and i miss our friendship so so much. its a lot to take in us going separate ways but i hope your way leads you to happiness, something that you have always wanted .

Thank u for being here with us even though we fight a lot that’s what friends are for but hopefully we can do crazy things with each other

I really thought we could have been something, you really got my hopes up. All for nothing. I will always love you

To lils, I’ve only know u for a couple of months but it feels like longer. U already know things abt me that no one else does and that’s bc I know I can trust u and that u won’t judge me. U have the biggest heart, ur always putting everyone else before yourself and u make sure everyone’s ok. I love ur sense of humour and I feel like I can be myself around u. Plus u are a very fun drunk person to be around. U deserve so much so stop going for guys who treat u like shit bc ur a freaking goddess ur so so so gorgeous and u deserve better than that!! I love u loads, M xxx

hi love :) i think you're looking for this. you have one somewhere in here, but until then.... thank you for everything. you have no idea just how much you mean to me. i love you more than you will ever know.

what you did was so selfish, u knew how much he meant to me. he's the only person I've ever loved and you know that, you just had to hook up with him leaving me forever in pain and longing for that relationship that I can't go back to because of u. I forgave both of u but god I wish it was different it's so hard to hate you because u both were my best friends and one my first love and I don't wanna resent either of you but fuck you lily ffuucckk you bro. ik it takes two to tango but if u were a true friend u wouldn't have even talked to him let alone do the shit you did. if you just stopped being an attention whore for one moment i could probably be with the boy i love. the fact that I'm still hurting bc of u and yet i forgave you and stopped you from feeling hurt kills me i should be the one doing okay but I'm not.

hi bbg you deserve the whole world, and nothing less. i want you to be happy, and he didn’t treat you right.