Unsent messages to LILY

i truly love you. sometimes more than just a friend should, i think. but id never tell u that. u deserve great things pie.

I still think about u everyday, even though u left and broke me. I opened up to u and u left. It kills me, everyday. Why did u leave?

i used to be in love with you but i realised i want you to be happy more than anything so im glad ur in a happy relationship now xoxo ?

God I love you- your smile, your laugh, the way your sleepy voice makes me smile every damn time.. I just want to wake up to you every morning. Damn it I love you, but we're just best friends-..

You broke me my heart shattered when you said “friends?”. Even tho I know you liked her. I tried everything to be her now you broke her.

not to sound cheesy, but you mean so much to me. seeing you sad makes me sad, i just want you to have good things. i always want to see you. ily

to the lily who wrote to other lily’s: i needed that message so much. i talked to the moon and felt heard. thank you

to lily from lily: my grannie always said she'd love me to the moon and back. your message about speaking to the moon and you would listen means a lot. i lost my grannie about 4 years ago. i think she loved me most out of everyone on this earth. thank you for reminding me i always have the moon to look to. i won't give up if you don't either. thank you

hi lily, my name is also lily and I just wanted to let you know to keep fighting. never give up. I might not know who you are, but I know there is always a battle you will want to fight. I’ll be here for you if no one else will. talk to the moon and I promise I’ll listen

what? why are you always inserting yourself into drama? k so first we put you into ogs. then out of a sudden things start falling apart. you used us and i hope you know how many people you hurted

Heyyy, I saw your unsent project you sent me and I am so excited to make so many new memories and to have so much fun through out high school and hate it at the same time. You are so important to me and am so happy we are friends bc idk what I would do without you?.

you're the only person that i'm comfortable around. you make me feel free. i feel like you're slipping away from me. maybe you're just moving on and i understand that but you're the only person that truly ever cared about and i really appreciated that. or maybe you're not drifting away. maybe it's me. i know i'm not so easy to deal with but everyone's got baggage and i'm not sure it'll leave anytime soon so i hope you can respect that. and i know you've got ur issues but please know that i love and care about you so much. you deserve so much better than him. and me.

I know that you’re not going to be open about your problems. But it feels like I’m not worthy enough to be there for you.

I still love you I know it’s unrequited and unreasonable but I don’t think I’ll ever feel this way again.

I miss the way you always grin awkwardly when I talk to you, I pretend I don’t notice. It’s one of my favourite things about you.

it was always you. but you never saw that until it was too late . now we are nothing more or less then friends . you frustrate me and you confuse me but ill always love you

hey man, just for fun do you think we could maybe make out and talk for hours some time then go dance around your room? i hate that i’ll never have the courage to just say i how i feel around you. but i think i’m in love with you.

Look I love you so much don’t get me wrong. But sometimes I feel like your bored of me now and you would rather date her idk. Like you say you don’t like her and I kinda believe you but yk :(

its Sydney if I could go back in time I would. I still care for you pig lover say hi to ur sister nvm she prolly hates me but its my own fault.

i hope you know that no matter what you did to me you'll always be my person. I'm sorry i ended it again i was scared, scared of commitment, scared of hurting you. i hope that your happy now, that you've found someone to be your new person but i hope that you dont forget about me or what me had.

i miss you. i miss your smile and our friendship, but its my fault that youre gone. im sorry im a piece of shit.

I’m not so sure if I like you like that but Ik that you still like me I’m just not sure that I like u back or not. Also I picked purple since it’s ur fav color

hi love :) i think you're looking for this. you have one somewhere in here, but until then.... thank you for everything. you have no idea just how much you mean to me. i love you more than you will ever know.

I really thought we could have been something, you really got my hopes up. All for nothing. I will always love you

Hey...I miss you yk? I miss our long talks and laughing until we cant feel our faces and spiting milk out of our noses. I miss your mom and dad. They were like my second parents. I miss your dog. So happy all the time. Without you, my world became grey like the color of this sticky note. Sad and boring and i want you back.

i miss you. i hope you’re doing well. i’m sorry we fell out, you seriously hurt my feelings and i couldn’t handle the lies

i absolutely adore you and i don't know how to tell you, because we had our chance and i messed it up. i think you're the most beautiful person in the world, and i still can't believe that you were ever interested in me. if i dont end up telling you, i hope it all works out how you deserve it to :)

I'm so afraid of messing this up. I just want to be everything for you. I think I could fall in love with you.

I wish u would tell me why I was never enough for you. I don't know what I did wrong and I'm scared that it'll ruin my future relationships.

I saw your face today. It made me sick. It will always make me sick. You ruined everything for me. Why did he choose you over me?

You're my best friend and I'd go to the end of the earth for you, but sometimes I feel like you don't feel the same. You always talk about your problems, and I'm happy to listen, but I wish you'd let me talk for once without me feeling like I have to fight for your attention.

You didn’t know, but I was so into him, and he was innocent and then you came along and gave him a handjob and it broke me inside, it really broke me

you weren't my first love but the most perfect best friend i had ever had. i should have been nicer and asked you to stop asking me if i liked ur ex. but i miss you so much you dont even know. im literally broken part of my heart is gone. but being as you made everyone hate me and ruined my life im not sure. i miss you though, if i could delete everything that happened since quarantine, i would. yellow was your favorite color, your obsessed with spicy chicken nuggets, and rosie.

you stopped talking to me. and we stopped being best friends. we used to call each other soulmates and made plans to travel together. we used to text each other everyday and send each other good morning texts and goodnight texts. but you just stopped taking to me. i hate that i miss you because you have obviously moved on but i’m stuck wondering what i did wrong and i still cry about you. i hate that i miss you.
B.Z

i hope you know how much i love you. you mean the world to me, thank you for being my best friend. you changed me for the better.

Looking back, you were probably the first girl I ever fell in love with. It broke my heart when I realized you hated girls like me.

if the world was ending , i hope you’d come over. yeah , that is our song and forever will be.
i love you.

I don’t even know where to start... even though you are a girl, I fell in love with you. You are the only one I want. I miss you always. I don’t think I realized how much you meant to me and how I can never forget the way I felt when I was with you. Part of me hopes that we can still be how we were. You are perfect. I have loved you for 5 years and I don’t think I will stop. When you change the world don’t forget me. I would drop everything for you.

i love you so much, im sorry I broke you so much that you questioned my love and if I care, I'm so so sorry

i wonder where i would be if i never met you. i’d probably be a little bit dumber and a lot less fucked up in the head. the things you did weren’t ok. not even justifiable. you’re just as bad as both of them combined. you act all perfect but you’re not. learn some fucking respect and humility already. i don’t know how your parents raised you so badly that you can turn out this absolutely jacked. i hope you get help. you were a great encourager, but an even worse criticizer. i’m not gonna blame you for what you did to my brain. it’s not your fault. but you did contribute and say awful things. i hope you realize what you did. you probably won’t, because i know how people like you work. i know i will probably never get an apology. i’m fine with that. i’m over you. i hope you’re happy, and i pray to god every night that you don’t hurt him in the way you hurt me. i love him so much and i swear if you do anything to him i will not let it go. i hope you have a good life, and i hope you’ve changed. i’m not gonna ignore you like i did before. that’s bitchy. but, i am gonna keep my space. i’m scared of you thinking i’m coming back to you, and i’m scared that if i do start being nice, i’ll go back and let you hurt me again. i hope you’re ok. i hope you get help for a lot of fucking things. i hope you know i never wanted things to go like this. i was ready to go the end of the earth for you. but you didn’t want me to. it sucks ass that we couldn’t even make it a year. i was planning our whole future. anyway, i know that one day i’ll be completely healed, and maybe i’ll reach out. but until then, get some fucking help, and stay in your lane.

How do you remove someone from a group. There’s 4 people we including me all hangout with. I love 2 of them but the 3rd one doesn’t match my vibe & is toxic for me. How do I remove her like I can’t tell the others bc they love her nd shit. But I just can’t anymore and I have no one to talk to about this

I can’t and don’t want to be your friend anymore. I don’t know how to tell you or anyone else. You’re too toxic for me & always bring up this one damn thing everytime we all hang out or even when it’s just us. I can’t tell you bc then “i’m overreacting & jealous” but yeah i am but also I don’t fucking need you bringing it up EVERYTIME we hang like stfu.

i love you so much. i hope you realise that. i call you everyday and you don't know this but im in love with you

I've only hung out with you once and yet we used to be so close. I hope you're doing alright and I hope you find some great friends

i think your talking with him again. he cried for hours every night after you left. please don’t hurt him again

um chile ... i love you. so fucking much. i just fucking wish you thought the same. you broke me, but i want you to do it again. pussy destroyer xoxo