Unsent messages to LEON

Soon we're gonna be done with each other for real. Please don't let me go along with it. You need me i know you do.

i miss you so much. you came back cause you were drunk and left again like it was nothing. you hurt me all over again. please come back.

how did you just lose interest over night? and why did you never tell me until I confronted you about my feelings?

I will always love you, but we’re both starting to move on, and i’m so happy for the both of us, my friend

sometimes i worry that the things i say and do with you will eventually be retold to somebody else and i'll be that one guy you dated that one time

i hope one day we'll be togheter and make memories that we both will never forget. i love you with my hole heart, i hope you know that. i'm in love with everything u have and are. you're the one. luvusm.

some days i just wanna message you and tell you how much ily then i remember thats not my job anymore

Hey, creo que despues de tanto tiempo, me di cuenta que si me gustabas, y mucho, demasiado para ser sincera.
Eres la persona más dulce y buena del mundo, no merezco ser tu amiga o tu algo más, te adoro con todo mi corazón, gracias por todo.

i hope that you know how much i will always adore you. you’re my everything. i wouldn’t be without you, even if you destroyed me. i still need and want you. i’m always there the second you call. please come back to me.

everytime i look at you i get butterflies. you can’t leave, you are the only one i’ve ever loved so deeply. please don’t go, or at least let me tell you how i feel before you go. your sky blue eyes shine into mine, your blonde hair matching with mine. but you picked her. and now your leaving.

i love you so much but i couldn’t tell you, everyday i fall in love with you and your eyes and your hair, your smile and everything about you. You’re my first proper love and i don’t mind. I want one of your warm hugs where you dig your arms into me. I want you to play fight with me and hurt me even thought it’s sore ..

Its as if you have extinguished every thought and every memory of me, leaving me suffocating in the smoke.

some days I hate you. the way you smile and the way you laugh and the way you always preferred her over me. we werent what love is meant to be, at all.

How habe you been lately? Isn't it a easy question? Then why do my hands shake trying to message you?

i think i loved you. i really did. and i guess you loved me too in your way. but then you stopped. at first i thought i did too but throughout the months i realized: i didn't. i've always wanted you back. and while i tried to get over you you started to turn against me. you came to me and said things i'll never forget. i didn't know why i deserved to be hurt this horrible. i felt like my heart was ripped out of my body. i was devastated. but you, of course, didn't notice. well, maybe you did but you didn't care. maybe thats the worst part. that you didn't care. you saw what your words did to me and still kept going. how did i deserved that? i didn't know what to feel. what was wrong with me? why did you stop loving me? wasn't i pretty enough? or didn't you like the way i laughed? why did you act like that? i guessed i was never going to be enough. pretty enough. smart enough. cute enough. funny enough. cool enough.
but now i know. it was you. you was the problem. it wasn't the way i laughed or the way i always pronounced the word "twelve" wrong. you had a problem with yourself. it was you you didn't love. you had to find yourself first. maybe if you and i would have realized it earlier we would be together now. or at least friends. but now were just strangers. i really wished it would have worked out.
maybe in an other life.
p.s. i still love you chiadrah

i know we’re both pretty young and i’m probably just in love with the idea of you that i have in my head but still i just want to be yours

i know we’re both pretty young and i’m probably just in love with the idea of you that i have in my head but still i just want to be yours

you were the first person to make me feel truly beautiful but in the end you were the person who made me the most insecure.

I feel like I'm starting to be in love with you more than you will ever be with me and it scares me to death...

No matter how difficult it is at the moment, I know we can do it. We against the rest of the world. I love you, in love, C.

No matter how difficult it is at the moment, I know we can do it. We against the rest of the world. I love you, in love, C.

you make me feel so happy! I cant picture my life without you, u are literally incredible ugh I just don’t know if you are a hoe OR you want me ??

I'm over you but if you messaged id be with you in a heartbeat. You broke me so much I can't be with anyone else.

I Hate the way you treated me. I hate the way you blamed me. I hate how you made me feel like it was all my fault because you were depressed. I hate how you still try to make me jealous of you. Even tho I’ve moved on and I’m finally happy in a relationship you somehow still can’t let go. Please leave me alone.

One day just call me and explain why. I am just a distant memory to you now. But the pain you caused isnt distant.

It’s been months. I told you how I felt and you said you know. You’re coming back soon and I don’t know what to do because you’re still the only person I think about

It didn’t work out this time. But I meant it when I said in our next life we‘ll love each other right.

I think about you every day and I imagine what my life would be like with you. You are the only man in my life that hasn't mistreated me or ignored me. But I'm not sure if I love you or the idea of you. Besides you don't feel the same way about me because you have someone else. I will never tell you how I feel because I would never risk losing your friendship.

I still love you and it hurts. I hope you’re happy with her, I don’t think we were right for eachother but I know I’ll love you forever. Sorry I am not enough

You cheated yet I’m the one still hurting. I still read the messages. It still hurts the same. I might never see you again after next year and that hurts more than anything.