Unsent messages to LEON

everytime you made me laugh it added a year to my life

You made me laugh at the darkest time. I believe you can do anything in this world. you are magic

you always made me laugh when i felt like crying.
i will remember you long time

I love you so much n I wished you loved me more, I’m so sorry for hurting you.

maybe, when we’re ready, we’ll meet again

i love you eternally, ur my person and i miss u

i love you moreeee

even if you will never want me the same way, i love you, i just don’t want this us to stop

You keep saying we are friends yet leave me all the time now... how would I NOT be confused?

ILYSM i don’t want to lose you please let us figure things out… <3

miss you everyday, i hope to see you in the next life

do u still think im the only one u see ur future with ?

i shouldn't be missing you :(

i’m scared

you know me the best

thank u for the heartbreak, I needed it even if it was painful.

happy anniversary… i wish you were here

You’ll forever be my favorite person on earth

I really wish i said something

you ruined me but i still miss you

i hate that i let you treat me like that at times

i wish we worked out

It looks like you don’t give me support sometimes

i miss you more than anything.

i wish i could still hold you sometimes

I wish our relationship had worked out. I miss the old you.

I still love you after everything you did.

ill always miss what we had

i genuinely care about you :3

i miss lying in the grass with u. i miss you everyday

just come back we can make it work i promise

You're one of my oldest and best friend's brother. You annoyed me so much when we were younger. I like you but would never admit it. I know everything about you and even your flaws don't seem like flaws to me. I help you with girls even though I want you all for myself just because you smile like a little kid with those cute dimples of yours when you talk about your crush.If only you knew I wish I was her. Yesterday one of my friends asked "Do you also have that one person that you legit see yourself marrying one day" and my first thought was you. I've never told you this and probably never will but I love you.

i thought i loved u so very much. but you cheated. it hurt, a lot. but then i met my boyfriend now and i thank u for teaching me not to let someone choose another over me.

i miss you and wish it had worked out but i’m still so thankful that you gave me closure which made it so much easier to move on

i was talking about these earlier so maybe you’ll come look &amp; find out i’ve written loads of these about you. if you do see this, just know i love you so much, i regret fighting with you so much i’d give anything to be able to hug you again, kiss you again, just see you again. i miss you so so much, how has it been 3 months since I’ve seen you that’s so unfair. I love you more than you know. We’ll see each other soon, I hope.

i hate the fact that i think i love you. i hate the fact that i hate your humour, your friends, the way you fucking look at me with your fucking eyes like you do. i hate the fact that i only love you because you showed interest in me. i hate the fact that i only love you because you love me.

I dream about you every night, it's too the point where I'm too afraid to sleep because I don't want to think about you. I had to hide everything that reminded me of you, and it still doesn't work. I wish we could've been together a bit longer and ended things differently, everyone in my family still ask about you. I love you and I hope you're alright lemon

Sabes en mi vida avía experimentado tal dolor nunca, créeme nunca, imaginé que el amor dolería de esa manera pero como dicen por ahí todo pasa por algo ¿no?, el día en el que te conocí no imaginaba que mi vida iba a dar un vuelco tan grande como lo izo tu marcaste mi vida y no precisamente de una forma mala, créeme no salimos mucho pero cuando salíamos no avía nada más que tú, todo era muy lindo y tu me entendiste desde el primer momento y no sé cómo los dos nos entendimos o eso quiero creer, pero las cosas no son tan sencillas desde el primer momento lo sabia y me arriesgué y terminé perdiendo pero también aprendí, aprendí que las cosas no se fuerzan, que no siempre todo es como lo deseas pero también estoy aprendiendo a amarme a mi porque entendí que no puedo amar alguien más si no me amo yo no puedo entregar amor que ya no tengo así que créeme que te amo pero tengo que dejarte ir tengo que dejar que seas feliz y ser feliz yo, te amo pero tengo que amarme más yo, así que si antes de las 11:59 p.m del 31 de diciembre de este año no recibo un mensaje, una llamada, o tan siquiera una señal tuya estoy dispuesta a tratar de dejar mis sentimientos a un lado y te lo repito te amo me enamore de ti, pero tengo que amarme más yo.

you never gave a reason to why you left, but atleast your happy.
I love you baby, stay safe for me ♡

I really loved you but after everything I learned, did you ever really love me? You were 3 years on time, now 3 years wasted.

I never got the chance to tell you, but I love you with my whole heart. You were never just a friend to me.

FUCK YOU I tried to love you as much as I could and I fell head over heels and all you did was turn my friends against me because I made a stupid mistake and rather than talking about it you just thought you’d shame me, even after I told you how I felt about myself. I’m sorry but fuck you, you immature bastard.

I wish you could know how guilty I feel for hurting you, I can’t go to sleep without admonishing myself for what I did.

i think about you.. a lot. the times you made me feel like things were mutual, but it wasn't. you were empty... we would've been perfect.

All I wanted was for you to love me back. But now you pretend like we were nothing, as-if we never happened.

i love you a lot, dude. i'm not the best at showing it but i really do care about you a lot. i hope i don't fuck up this time.

i used to love looking into the colour of your eyes and feeling safe and at home now all i see is you looking at her

Why do I get anxiety whenever you’re mentioned? I looked at our old messages today. This would be easier if you acted like it bothered you. But then again, you never deserved me. I truly cared about you.

I wish we made it work, i wish u didn’t care what other people think. But u do, and tbh, i think ur weak for hurting me the way u did. We could have been so much, yet we are nothing, and were nothing. I love you, u are going to regret this one day

You once told me i was really good at making you feel bad. I just wish you would feel bad on your own and not need to have me make you realise your mistakes:(