Unsent messages to LEA
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: October 18, 2023, 12:59 am UTC
I wish you would reach out to me just one more time.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: October 17, 2023, 10:31 pm UTC
i never got to tell you how sorry i am, u deserved more compassion from me
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: October 17, 2023, 6:56 pm UTC
every day, I get excited to tell you about my day, but then remember I can't.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: October 16, 2023, 10:50 pm UTC
you were in my dream, and no one knows how much I wanted it to be true, to talk to you again.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: October 15, 2023, 6:57 am UTC
I'd take you back anytime. Let's just try again.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: October 14, 2023, 4:55 am UTC
I wish we could have a phone call just once more.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: October 14, 2023, 12:21 am UTC
I really like you but Iām scared to tell you.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: October 12, 2023, 4:39 am UTC
I'm so sorry for everything. give me just one more chance.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: October 10, 2023, 2:00 am UTC
i know youre over me but im still madly in love with you and am waiting for you. i love you darling.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: October 9, 2023, 2:44 am UTC
I'd drop anything and anyone for you. Just one call or message.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: October 7, 2023, 7:35 pm UTC
please unblock me and give me one more chance.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: September 4, 2023, 12:09 am UTC
I was waiting my whole birthday for a message from you, which never arrived.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: August 5, 2023, 2:06 am UTC
you da best and i hope U know that homie
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: July 18, 2023, 10:58 pm UTC
I miss the old version of you not the version of you now
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: January 2, 2021, 10:13 pm UTC
I wish you knew how badly she treated you the entire time. I will neved understand why, after all that you were still on her side.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: December 29, 2020, 2:41 pm UTC
i'll never tell my friends, but i still miss you terribly. i hope you're doing well. i still look at your spotify.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: December 28, 2020, 2:11 pm UTC
Perdon Āæok? Quiero dejar de ignorarte,quiero poder hablarte como antes pero no puedo,no puedo hacerlo estoy mal mentalmente y psicolĆ³gicamente,se que hago mal en cortarme pero es lo unico que me hace bien me siento bien haciĆ©ndolo perdĆ³name.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: December 17, 2020, 5:22 pm UTC
I just wish I could seriously talk to you about everything that happened. You didn't have to break up with our friendship in such a way
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: December 16, 2020, 11:23 pm UTC
i love caring about you and i love being here for you but i wished that you realized that iām breaking inside and that iām just acting as if everything is okay. i donāt want to put more stress on to you so i act as if iām okay but iām not and iām just breaking on the inside and i donāt know if im going to win this battle
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: December 10, 2020, 5:23 pm UTC
You're gorgeous. On the internet you're trash, but in real life you're more than adorable. I don't see you that often rn, because of the lockdown but I hope I'll see you again soon. I simply love how you laugh at my jokes, how we sometimes make eyecontact during class, how cute you act when you're confused. This is pure gold. Thank you for making my days a little bit better :)
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: December 10, 2020, 5:19 pm UTC
You like playing with my feelings, don't you? Asking me to hang out and then not showing up. Must be pretty funny from your point of view. Whatever, get with the one you love, I'm not worth it to stand by your side. Maybe we will hang out someday but now.. I just want to be alone
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: December 6, 2020, 5:24 pm UTC
hi, i wish you the best. i hope everything is okay. i wish i could say the same. i hope we can talk again soon. i really need you :/
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: December 5, 2020, 6:07 pm UTC
I love him more than anything else. Every time I look him in the eyes, I feel understood. Thank u That u coming back:)
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: November 19, 2020, 10:55 pm UTC
I love you more than anything else. You're the reason I wake up every morning. Please dont ever change Lea.
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:39 am UTC
I writing this to myself, lea I'm glad you didn't give up today, I'm glad you haven't cut yourself today, I'm happy that I woke up today even if I feel like shit, even if I feel like no one cares, I loved myself once, I know it feel like you can never love yourself again, but I know you can, i know it hurts but it's ok, your in control lea and that's all that matter, you can change everything, I love you
From: ABC
To: Lea
Date: November 18, 2020, 3:29 am UTC
You were my best friend, and then you weren't. I don't know what happened, if I accidentally said anything, if you just all of a sudden had a change of heart, but five years. Five. All down the drain without a single warning. But it's okay. You seem happy now, and that's all that matters now. You being happy. You may have hurt me, scarred me, you could say, caused me endless pain, thinking I was the cause of it, thinking there was something wrong with me, but you know what. It's okay. It's all okay. You may have left me, you were my rock, the person I went to, knowing I wouldn't be judged, the person I knew I could be my normal self with a fucked mental health, but you left. You left and you took my other friend with you. Damn. That's a shame. That's a motherfucking shame. I fucking cared for you, put effort, and you just leave like that, like all of it was for nothing. I am hurt. truly. But as long as you're happy right? Right? Right? Is that how the saying goes? If it is, then yeah, I hope you're happy.
