I writing this to myself, lea I'm glad you didn't give up today, I'm glad you haven't cut yourself today, I'm happy that I woke up today even if I feel like shit, even if I feel like no one cares, I loved myself once, I know it feel like you can never love yourself again, but I know you can, i know it hurts but it's ok, your in control lea and that's all that matter, you can change everything, I love you