Unsent messages to KYLER
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:15 am UTC
Quit trying to make it seem like I was the only one in the wrong. You were toxic too and completely destroyed my self confidence and my happiness. Stop fucking blaming me for everything.
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: January 5, 2021, 6:24 pm UTC
I want you out of my head. You only ever made me unhappy and I remember thinking I didn't want to be with you anymore because you made me miserable. For MONTHS i thoughts this. Part of me hoped that you'd do better not only for me, but you for yourself. You blamed distance when you should've blamed your lack of effort. Things seem so much easier when I think back, and all that comes to mind is happier memories. What's unfortunate is the fact that I know if I went back, I'd be just as miserable. But why do I still think of you..
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:49 pm UTC
I have no bad feelings towards you, we just didn’t work anymore and we weren’t right for eachother anymore. I think I was just too scared to let go but when it finally happened I felt a form of relief. Maybe in the future we would be good together but for now I still would like to be friends.
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: December 12, 2020, 8:26 pm UTC
i cant believe im saying this but, i love you and im sorry im way too much of a coward to tell you :(
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: November 25, 2020, 10:01 pm UTC
Why cant you just realize i have a boyfriend and stop calling me cutie and just leave me alone, its exaclty why i didnt say yes to you
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: November 22, 2020, 6:03 am UTC
i’m so fucking in love with you i don’t know what i’d do without you please never leave me i’ll go crazy i can’t even sleep at night without hearing your voice
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: November 10, 2020, 8:47 pm UTC
you make me feel alive, more than I ever have. you don't even understand how much I miss you, you are my soulmate and so many things tell me this. you weren't ready for a relationship, but i will forever be ready to love you again. You're all i see when i look at the stars, even thousands of miles apart. you hold such a special place in my heart, i will always love you.
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: October 31, 2020, 6:33 am UTC
I’m sorry your Amazon package was more important than our relationship. I thought I was worth more. Least of all during my birthday too.
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: October 31, 2020, 6:31 am UTC
I’m sorry your Amazon package was more important than our relationship. I thought I was worth more. Least of all during my birthday too.
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: October 26, 2020, 1:14 am UTC
Our connection was real, is real. It scares me because I have never felt such a strong pull towards someone. It feels as if our souls are one. Your pain is my pain. Your joy is my joy. You make me the happiest person and the saddest person all at the same time. I know I have to let you go for now. Loving you, but having to walk away will be one of the hardest things I will ever do. Perhaps in another world, we would be together. You will forever have a piece of my heart.
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: October 18, 2020, 11:50 am UTC
You were my best friend that summer until when? That November? Now we have each other blocked on everything and you act like shit didn’t happen? You pretend you forgot how close we were but I know you still think about it, or else you would’ve never said “no we aren’t talking about this”... So obviously you know there was something to talk about. You wanted me and you know that but I wouldn’t leave him, and to you that meant you lost. You can deny it all you want but everyone, and I mean everyone and you know it, saw how you looked at me, talked to me, talked about me. Why couldn’t you just tell me instead of getting upset and pushing me away? I miss my best friend. But, I have no idea who you are anymore. I’m sorry if I hurt you, but at least I tried to talk about it. I’d love my best friend back
- #4 on your bsf list but #1 in your heart
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: October 1, 2020, 3:05 am UTC
Walking away from you has been the hardest thing I have ever had to do. Even though I desperately still want to be with you, theres no way I can put myself back in that situation. I love you always.
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: September 29, 2020, 8:35 pm UTC
I love and miss you so much. I wish I could hear your voice again but I can’t. Your busy playing hockey, your biggest dream. I know you’ll do fantastic, I just wish you didn’t have to move away from me to play. I wish i could be there to support you but I’m not. I’m so sorry for breaking it off bc I couldn’t deal with you being that far away. I love you babe, if and when you come back home, I’m always here ?
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: September 29, 2020, 1:58 am UTC
I know we were both young and had a lot of figuring out to do but even know when we have both moved on I still look at you and think about that feeling i had for so many years. I will always think it was meant to be.
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: September 10, 2020, 4:56 pm UTC
I wish I told you how I felt when I had the chance because I'll never get the chance again. So I guess I love you.
From: ABC
To: Kyler
Date: September 10, 2020, 1:44 am UTC
You were my first, well, first real love that is. If you ever find this, I'm long gone by now, off the internet, and away from everyone else, but, i want you to know that I truly did love you and I never meant to tear us apart. I'm sorry, I really am. And I hope you find someone to keep you happy, though it's not me, but you deserve the world and you deserve everything. Don't let anyone tear you down. You're adorable, and the most lovable person. You'll find someone, I promise.
