I’m so sorry because I don’t even know what I did wrong except love you too much when you didn’t even care about me

Its been months since the last time we spoke. But you still cross my mind often. I don’t think it was quite love but you were the first person I really liked and the first person that really liked me back. You were the person that set the bar for future relationships. But honestly, our relationship turned really bad during the last month. I’m still confused about what happened between us because you didn’t tell me anything even when I confronted you. I decided to tell myself that you just lost feelings. I thought it would help me get over you to think that. But it just made me feel worse. But not as bad as how I felt when I was still with you. Your actions made me feel like I wasn’t good enough and that I had to change for you to like me. All of those times I cried, it wasn’t about my friends or school it was about you. And it’s sad that I was so blinded by how much I liked you that I didn’t realize that I deserved better. You know, after all of that, I don’t hate you. I never have. Not even just disliked you. Because I know you’re just a teenage boy trying to figure shit out. I know you’re a good person and you wouldn’t intentionally want me to feel that way. It took me a really long time to get over you. There was something about you that I really missed. But luckily by now I realized that it’s not you I miss, it’s the feeling I had when I was with you before it all turned toxic. The feeling I had when I heard you’re cute laugh while we teased each other. When you called me beautiful when I felt quite the opposite. When I looked in your eyes and I could tell how much you cared about me. You were the first person to make me feel special like that. Like I really mattered to someone. Even though I thought I had no one that cared about me, I always had you. I missed that feeling. And I still do. But now I’m starting to find that feeling within myself. I’m learning how to live for myself and I’m finally starting to enjoy life. So that’s why I’m letting go. I’ve stopped missing you and I think that saying goodbye will help me finally move on. So goodbye. I wish you all the best in life and I hope you make amazing memories. I hope you find a girl that makes you happy. I’ll never forget about you B. Go and enjoy yourself.

i liked you so much and you knew but still let me get my heart broken. why didn’t you like me back. why didn’t you let me go. you’re always in the back of my mind

You hurt me. You hurt me beyond comprehension. I hope you suffer for what you’ve done. I hope you’re happy.

Honestly fuck you. I would’ve been so good to you but you thought you were too above me to give me a shot. Well guess who’s the ugly loner now and who gets all the guys and is hot asf. Sucks to suck babe

you hurt me more than anyone else ever did. you promised to stay and i should hate you, but i don’t. and i won’t. you promised forever and always, but that was just a fantasy to you.

yo i’m high as fuck rn and i added you back on snap and romanticizing the way you treated me like shit

yo i’m high as fuck rn and i added you back on snap and romanticizing the way you treated me like shit

i’m in love with yo,u dumb ass your the reason i drink and am drunk now: your favorite color is green

why did u have to break my heart when you were the only person who was there for me i loved you so much and you just left you left me there broken why i loved you so much i just wanted you.

I wish we’d never left that gazebo. They blocked up our spot. I know you aren’t coming back. I’m sorry for that. I’ll love you forever. You made pink my favorite colour.

I wish I could figure out why I’m so damn hung up on you. Why was my first love the guy I didn’t even have a relationship with? Stupid, huh? :((

I wish I could figure out why I’m so damn hung up on you. Why was my first love the guy I didn’t even have a relationship with? Stupid, huh? :((

I am sorry for hurting you. I know you wanted more, but truthfully I was just thinking about someone else the whole time. It would've been wrong.

I always said Brady was my first, but then I realized that it wasn't real love. You were real love. You are real love.

were just kids i still love you tho i will never speak bad of you i miss you and i want to try again

i hope we can try again someday

I love you mostest toastest, forever and always my handsome boy. Drive Safe.

i cant stop missing you

do you still miss me like i miss you?

yk it hurts that u only talk to me when ur not sober and u don’t even remember our conversation.

i love you always

i miss you more than anything

i want to try again ive grown and ill be here waiting forever and always

i want to be with you

i still miss you a lot. That summer was the best summer of my life

why do i still love you

I hope we get married someday.

i miss you so much i’ll always love you im sorry. you’re always on my mind and i can’t forget you.

i knew i loved you when i missed you for the first time

i still listen to the songs you showed me.

i thought it was all gonna go away. my favorite color isn’t even yellow anymore.

Even though we never dated, I love you more than you’ll ever know.

I miss the way you used to want me

I do love you back, I’m just too scared to say it.

I was js pushing u away and im sorry

why cant you just want me too

I’m sorry. Burn my letters if it makes you happy. I love you, I hope you’ll understand.

you hurt me more than you will ever understand, yet i still love u and my heart still aches for u

You broke my heart. But I still think of you. I hope you’re doing well.

I have liked you, and I know I shouldn’t have, but I do. But I am satisfied with our friendship.

i still rmb ur fav colors and fav song. i hate the thought that they’ve changed over time.

I really like you, we haven’t been talking for long but i could see a future with you.

i love you, always and forever no matter what happens with us

i’ve never liked someone as much as you. i hope we find each other later on

yu hurt me so bad to the point i felt physically sick, yet i’m the one who never cared about you?

i literally want u back what is taking so long for u to acknowledge that

i love you im sorry i really tried to be perfect you said your love would never go away come back

i still want u

ive had a crush on you for a while and idek why, idk you and its so ugh but hi ill treat u right bae