Unsent messages to KOBE

I wrote 5 words on your fingers. Soleil, claire de lune, je taime, papillon, and retrouvaille. You are none of them.

You weren't my first love, nonetheless I considered you a soulmate. Not the romantic type, the type that was destined to find each other. The universe destined us to be platonic, when I see you I see a second brother. I see someone who will always be there for me and who I can only hope to return the favour for. We were destined by the hands of fate herself to meet and to support each other. There are few others that I laugh around and with so often, few others who I feel so comfortable around and know I can confide in. I am sorry if I ever hurt you, I never meant to. I hope that you know rejecting you and seeing you hurt from it hurt me as well. However, it would have been unfair for me to pretend. I can't see you as anymore than a friend, than a brother. I hope one day I can meet your future s/o, I know they're out there. You deserve the best :)

Did you really lie about loving me for the last week? Was it longer? Did you really stop? It isn't fair that you left my like completely once you found out what actually happened. I miss you, you were my big friendly giant. My dork..

i hope this lasts, I’ve never felt what it’s like to be treated like this.. i hope you don’t go, i really like you.

I still dream of us getting back together but I guess it doesn’t matter since you told me you never loved me