Unsent messages to ADREAN

here you come again, and there you go
no coincidence

i’m sorry for how i treated you. I was so selfish and now i’m here thinking about what we could’ve been. You were the only person who actually cared and loved me, but instead of cherishing that i just let it go. Granted, you weren’t the best person out there but I know that there was genuine moments between us. Maybe we will be something in the future, or maybe you’ll still be mad about how things ended. I’m sorry adrean. i loved you and i just wish maybe we could have a proper goodbye.

remember when we kissed in the rain and you told me you wouldn’t let your mom take us. yeah, i miss you.