You weren't my first love, nonetheless I considered you a soulmate. Not the romantic type, the type that was destined to find each other. The universe destined us to be platonic, when I see you I see a second brother. I see someone who will always be there for me and who I can only hope to return the favour for. We were destined by the hands of fate herself to meet and to support each other. There are few others that I laugh around and with so often, few others who I feel so comfortable around and know I can confide in. I am sorry if I ever hurt you, I never meant to. I hope that you know rejecting you and seeing you hurt from it hurt me as well. However, it would have been unfair for me to pretend. I can't see you as anymore than a friend, than a brother. I hope one day I can meet your future s/o, I know they're out there. You deserve the best :)