I've finally felt attractive for an extended period of time again. Turns out abandonment issues don't help one deal with being cheated on very well. I guess the schadenfreude I get from knowing you're still not over me helps build my confidence though cause I guess I'm winning a race or something. Schadenfreude I get from seeing how bad your bangs and hair color are now also helps with my self-esteem. The downside is I don't get the luxury of over idealizing my last partner in my mind cause you kinda showed your true colors after saying you'd change to, what I can only assume is your reason, get in my pants. By the way, who calls someone on the phone to tell them you can make it to their party now in such a situation? Like bro, leave that for when you're back??? Like it came off like you were seeking pity points or something when you already won the contest you know? I'm not as great as you remember, but damn am I hot lately so I kinda get why you're having trouble moving on, except the fact that you crush so easily and def cheated on me with more than the last two guys who I thankfully forget the names of. Like bro, you can't convince me after betraying my trust and not respecting me as a person for months that you weren't doing this behind my back already. Leason learned to end a relationship right when your partner asks to make it open though. Hope the grammar isn't too bad here and it's readable/understandable, but to be fair is it really worth the time to read back through this for you?

I didn't even fall for u or anything, we were just friends. I like this bc I can talk without ppl mnowing anywy. fuck you. You used to scratch me everyday, hurt me, and I always felt like you liked me the least out of everyone. I constantly felt like shit because you were closer with everyone else. When I was having a shit day and you said you were gonna stick with me, you didn't. You left me to bus home with my ex and their new partner. Mf i hate you, but I literally miss our friendship. Idk if you cared for me at all, idk if you wanted to not be friends with me but to me it felt so clear that most people didn't like me as much as everyone else. And the fact that after you blocked me, now your friends won't even open my dms. I DID NOTHING WRONG CUNT literally fuck you I hate you sm

You mean everything to me, I know it's cheesy but your the reason i'm still here. You really are my yellow ~"Dumbass"

Destiny brought us together. I love you so much

In another life, I believe we ended up together. But can’t we in this one?

Do you still think I’m pretty? Do you still like me? show me, so I’ll know when to let go.

I deleted your number again, hope we talk again still.

i think about u from time to time and what it could've been if i never left

You were such a great artist, If only you could see how far ive come along now<3

i know that if i had been there, you would've never liked him.

i rlly like u dude but u have a gf and u would never talk to me after it all..

i loved the old you

You’re not the same

If only you know how much damage you did to me.

Been a while, although i've seen you a few times in public. Hope you're doing alright. That's all.

No matter what, I'll always support you <3

you’re doing so well without me :( i hope she treats you well:))

I love you so much. No matter what happens I will always be forever grateful for you.

Please don't give mixed feelings for me again n again

I never got to tell you about my feelings. now you have someone. I knew it would never be me

Pls come back to me kimi, i miss u

I still think about what we could’ve been by now, knowing it won’t ever be again.

Almost a year and still think bout you, why

You’ll always have a place in my heart. I just wish I could have said it back then

To whoever wrote to me, message me

i love you but i’ll never say it to your face

It’s been more than a year now. I’m still wearing the anklet. I still love you.

istg youre the love of my life.first time i actually showed interest in a guy…
by:niki????????