Unsent messages to KAYLA

I know I've always been a bitch to you and I'm sorry. You're an amazing person and I'm so glad to have you as a best friend.

We where never really together but to me you where everything and the best and I still love you even if it’s not in that way

You’re the only person who I can trust now. We’ve been through thick and thin but I still feel like I’m not doing my part. You never tell me what’s going on I wanna help let me help.

i think its only fitting i use the same color as i did for t. he has the same eyes as you used to. that scares me beyond anything else. i feel like God's testing me to see if i'll do better this time around. im so sorry i wasnt better. you've been through so much and i was the one person that wasnt supposed to leave. i regret what i did to you every day. i hope i dont make the same mistake next time. fuck.

I love you both. More than I can stand. a day doesn’t go by where I think about what I did to you guys. I failed you and I know I’ll spend the rest of my life making it up bcs what I did was unforgivable. I ran away when things got too real. I’ll spend the rest of my days making you both know that I will never leave again. I promise.

Hey um I miss texting you. But you've moved on and I'm here still thinking about your dumbass. Plz just text me I would've done sm for u.

I know you werent ready. but why lead me on. you said one thing and acted another way and then told me you were basically giving up. you knew it was hard for me to open up, and you still hurt me

I don't think I'm being obvious enough about my feelings. I'm sorry. I know it's probably hurting you. I want you but I don't know if I can be good enough for you. I don't know if I can give you what you deserve. I know you are worth someone better than me, but I want to see what we could be together. No matter what, I promise I'll always be here for you.

heyy i hope you had a good day. also i just wanted to tell you i’m proud of you. you should be too. you’ve come so far. but you didn’t come this far to only come this far. keep your head up. live your life the way YOU want to. did you eat today? please eat. please take care of yourself. much love

fuck all those failed past relationships. you know what? you're my forever and i want to be your bitch. i don't care how long it takes for us to be officially dating, i'm willing to wait. we have a lifetime to spend together and i go by that. i manifest the future i want for us and i will work hard for shit if it's for you. i love you so bad, you are my yellow.

this is my goodbye message to you. youd rather hang out with your stoner friens then me and itnhurts you dont meessage me and you use my basically. im done with getting hurt and using me.you ntreat me bad and you dont undetrand me.you dont care about my feelings and overall dont want to be my best friend.have a good rst of your life.

im not really sure why our friendship ended but whatever. we clicked really fast and I loved the time we spent being friends but you became toxic so quickly. i didn't really feel anything when we stopped being friends so whatever. just stop being a bitch at work luv.

Fuck you hurt me, but I’ll never be able to stay away. It’s obvious you don’t care but I’ll always be a junkie for the fun

I didn’t realise what I had when I was with you. Nobody is as gentle or patient with me. I miss you, Long Foot.

You knew it. We all knew it. You just decided to never act on it. And it's ok. I'm not gonna cry about it.

i wanna move to europe with you. we can get a dog and maybe even start a family. i wanna live my life with you.

hey,
so i really have strong feelings for you, i never felt this way about anyone ever. you bring me joy on the loneliest days, and i feel like i can tell you anything, i trust you more than anyone and you mean the world to me. i feel like i can trust you with anything and everything and i feel like youll be there for me through anything. i want you to know i love you and i dont want to lose you ever. :)

fuck you bitch, you never liked me from the start. >:(

You were one of the first people I fell in love with. I know it was years ago now, but you are the first girl that made me realize I liked women. You get that title. First love. When I told you I loved you; I meant that, and not platonically. When you left, you shattered my world. It wasn't your fault though. I hope you're living a good life now. I will always remember you.

you’re a crack whore bitch, i wish u nothing but the worst in life. you’re definitely the most self centered and selfish person i’ve ever met, oh well i’m kinda glad we did meet, bc ur ex boyfriend (which u were a horrible gf js) treated me better than u ever did ;) speaking of u being a horrible gf, u probably shouldn’t cheat on ur significant other. i don’t think that’s very kind. also, stop telling people i cheated on my ex u dumb slut, i never did and he knows that. u worthless piece of shit. now go snort some coke and waste ur life away with ur druggie bf, bye

I don’t know why you keep leaving. I’m trying to be better for you, I wish you would just stay. I don’t want to fight anymore.

I know I told you that my first love was in freshman year, but it was you. I’ve never wanted someone so strongly

i’m in love with you. everytime i see your face my heart races yet my mind is put at ease. your voice is mesmerizing and i always want to be near you. you make me feel safe. i want to watch you sing your heart out to music with me for the rest of our lives. i just want to make you as happy as you make me if that’s even possible. i’m always here for you, wether it’s to binge watch all the Studio Ghibli movies in one sitting or hold you when you cry. you are so compassionate and beautiful and intelligent. i’m so lucky to have you. i love you always baby. *also come sit on my lap and play minecraft with me please*

If you asked me how many times you crossed my mind, I would say once because you never left? I hope we find our way back baby ❤️

If you ever asked me how many times you crossed my mind, i would say once because you never left ?and I hope we find our way back baby ❤️

this was your favourite colour but i can't wait for the day i'm able to see your face and feel nothing at all

I never thought you would hurt me, I never even thought about it but you broke my heart more than absolutely anyone and yet, I love you so much and miss you still.

You were the one person I never imagined would hurt me. I still love you more than anything. I miss you.

I love you. I wish you could look in the mirror and love how you look. You are beautiful, smart, wonderful, and warm. You deserve every happiness. I can't wait for you to realize and find it.

you’re a great person and i appreciate the little things like complementing on the stuff i do during practice. tbh you are the first girl i truly like and ill probably will never know if you like me or if you even like girls in general.

even though you apologized i knew we would go back the same way. and even though i know you’re bad for me i still think about you everyday and blame myself for how this turned out

There’s just something about you that makes my mind ignite with sunlight and by stomach fill with butterflies. I can’t put my finger on it yet, but there’s just something about you that feels like home

I’ll see something and immediately think of sending it to you or telling you but you’re not in my life anymore

there was a night were i was at your house and your mom told me how proud she was of me for sticking up for myself ... thank you for saving my life that day.

The greatest love story this town has ever seen❣️. After everything I didn’t expect you to remember that. I will always love you. You can come back into my life whenever you wish just respect it ✊.

I want you to know how much you enrage me so so so much. your just an overall rude person that’s fake beyond belief.

ik you fucked brendan , you told so many ppl when you were drunk and they all told me and they all think ur a slut for it, fuck you i hope it was fucking worthy is bc ur dirty and shitty as fuck for that

i love u and ik i'm probably never gonna tell u this and ur never gonna see this but ily and i wish u loved me too but u dont and u obsess over other people and it hurts but at least ur happy

Why would you do that? You could’ve gotten anyone but you chose him. I really wish I had never met either of you, my life would’ve been easier.