i think its only fitting i use the same color as i did for t. he has the same eyes as you used to. that scares me beyond anything else. i feel like God's testing me to see if i'll do better this time around. im so sorry i wasnt better. you've been through so much and i was the one person that wasnt supposed to leave. i regret what i did to you every day. i hope i dont make the same mistake next time. fuck.
