i’m with you right now, your mad at me and you feel asleep but that’s ok because i’m with you. i haven’t felt safer in a month. i love being able to hug you every moment, i love you. thank you for being patient with me i’m gonna miss you so much when i have to go but then all we have to do is wait till christmas? i hope your having sweet dreams and safe travels i love you so much

Hey it’s me again, i just want you to know that however hard it gets, no matter how many arguments we have you are and will always be my everything. I know it’s been hard for us recently and we had a scary down but we got through it and you make me so so so happy, i am truly happier with you. We got this. You have my heart and you always will. I can’t wait to hold and kiss you again it’s been so long. i love you dummy be safe ?

you used to make me feel like i was the only girl in the world you made me feel at peace and i felt beautiful when i looked in the mirror now i’m not even too sure if you love me. i’m scared ive stayed up nights worrying and i’m so emotionally drained i just want reassurance i want you to care about me and not just dismiss me and look at me with love again please i’m begging you i love you so much just listen to me

i’ve been crying for hours and nights. i miss you so much and i know i just have to wait till friday but i miss being able to roll over and hug you and touch you face, i still remember how my skin feels on yours and what kissing you feels like and how happy you make me and how safe i am with you. it all just hurts so much i can’t wait to see you but this is agonising without you i love you with my whole heart

i love you i’m sorry if you ever find out i’m seeing you soon and if you see it please don’t make a big deal out of it please be safe dummy