Unsent messages to CHAN
From: ABC
To: chan
you proved to me that I could love.
if only I could prove it to you.
i wanted it to be us in the end.
From: ABC
To: chan
you proved to me that I could love.
if only I could prove it to you.
i wanted it to be us in the end.
From: ABC
To: chan
Te amo, siento que lo nuestro no pueda continuar, realmente querĂa pasar el resto de mi vida contigo. Eres un gran hombre, estoy y estarĂ© muy orgullosa de ti. Te amo todo el universo
From: ABC
To: chan
Gracias por amarme como lo haces, estoy muy agradecida de haberte tenido en mi vida. Encuentra a alguien y se feliz. Te amo todo el universo â€
From: ABC
To: chan
I only had sex with you again because i knew that was gonna be the last time i got to touch you. Crazy how someone who was so obsessed with you can flip a switch when you suddenly want them as badly.
From: ABC
To: chan
You made me believe in humanity again. You made me want to exist. You told me itâs okay. I love you and wish I could tell you.
From: ABC
To: chan
Even tho you donât talk to me or even look at me anymore. Cuz i remember how you used to treat me, i still like you.
From: ABC
To: chan
Hey. I know that I never will be able to tell you how I feel in person but I just want you to know how much youâve helped me. You are my comfort person. Iâve always been the comfort person to everyone around me so I never knew how it felt having one until I discovered you. Iâm still recovering from everything Iâve been through and sometimes it feels like I never will but hearing you talk every week somehow makes me feel better. You are such an inspiration to me. I could never repay you for everything youâve done for me. The only thing I can do is continue to support you, which Iâll always do. I hope that you are always healthy and happy. I also hope that you have someone in your life that brings you comfort the way you bring it to me.
From: ABC
To: chan
Hola...nose como empezar ,sĂ© que no vas a verlo pero es la idea que me dirige a ti ,bueno la ultima vez que te escribiĂ te dije:Te amo y te reiste eso si duele ,lo que dije de dejar de intentarlo no fue porque no te quisiera o porque me aburrĂ de tĂ ,yo te he dicho que eso no pasara .Te lo juro qyue llevo con este 4 años perdidamente enamorada de ti y no es broma ,es tan cierto que me duele .Sabes porque ,porque cuando me entero que te gusto (hecho que lo he esperado por mucho) te vas lejos y aaaa que colera ,se que muchas personas talvez lo tomarian como relaicona distancia pero no puedo y quiero que me entiendas sabes que te amo tantoo solo que me sa miedo un relacion a distancia nunca he estado en una y el simple hecho de separarme dĂas de tĂ ,se que no podrĂa y te estarĂa fastidiando para que vengas y serĂa mucho estorbo en tus estudios ,incluso solo pensarĂa en ti .La cosa esque por eso ,lo dejamos (lo que teniamos que era estar en planes ),me hubiera gustado poder tener algo como mas que amigos porque si me imagino con alguien es a tĂ y quiero ver una sonrisa solo es la tuya ,esa crita de bebe que me encanta y tu forma de hacerme reĂr ,todo de ti es perfecto y no dudo que encuentres a alguien mas ,la haras tan feliz como tu me haces y cuando eso pase habre perdido mi mundo y el porque vivir ,se que personas me dicen exagerada o podran pensar eso pero realmente siento todo esto contigo .En el colegio lo unico que me animaba era ir a verte ,ahora porque virtual solo recuerdo el hecho que nos toque en el mismo aula y pasar un año muy cerca de tĂ ,recuerdo todo de tĂ e imagino que serĂ que me abrazaras .Cuando me saludabas lo sentia como un tiempo infinito y sĂ© que ahi quiero quedarme pero lamentablemente el destino es uy cruel y te separa de mĂ cuando mas te necesito ,espero te vaya muy bien y que estarĂ© para cuando quieras venir ,asĂ sea en 4 años te seguirĂ© viendo como lo Ășnico valioso en mi vida .Te amo chan .
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Lo siento por decrite eso de no seguir ,era lo unico que no querĂa peor no hariamos daño y estar mal a mi me da igual con tal de que estes bien , yo podrĂ© soportarlo ;es por eso que no hago notar mi tristeza, y si esto te afectarĂa no podĂa seguir por es fue .Cosita linda siempre te amarĂ©.
From: ABC
To: chan
Slutshaming me doesn't make me want to be your friend. Go back to your gf and leave me the hell alone
From: ABC
To: chan
that shit hurt when you broke me over text. you made me feel so used and that you were only doing things with me because you wanted it from me. The very fact that you want things to still be okay with us and think im okay? Absolutely not. Seeing you at work is absolutely crushing...almost a month later and all I want is to be held and be embraced by you again. You literally broke me just on the very fact you didn't bother to call me or try to tell me in person...instead you did it over text which is much much worse. i've been trying to give you your things back because seeing it breaks me on days where I miss you most. You only reading and not even bothering to respond shows how little you care and stops me from being okay. I miss you so much I keep going on drives to clear my mind. I hate how much I miss you and want you back, but I know were in different places and you probably want nothing to do with me anymore. thank you for breaking me in ways I didn't know or have ever experienced
From: ABC
To: chan
I will never regret waiting for you and loving you for a long time.
From: ABC
To: chan
Its been months since you left, but the pain still lingers in my heart. I hope youre doing better.
From: ABC
To: chan
i wear the bracelet you gave me for my birthday, all the time
From: ABC
To: chan
ilysm ur literally my whole life even tho u dont know how much youve helped me. ur my fav.
From: ABC
To: chan
I'll find you in another life baby. You were the guy of my dreams...
From: ABC
To: chan
hi, chan. i miss you so much but i still wont reach out though. im happy that youâre happy.
From: ABC
To: chan
im sorry for not communicating. if you would still have me, i'll always be here
From: ABC
To: chan
im sorry for not communicating. im here if you would still have me.
From: ABC
To: chan
I'm always thinking about you chan chan... and I regret not being honest about my feelings
From: ABC
To: chan
if distance didnât matter, would you commit to me? bc i would. iâd risk everything js to have you
From: ABC
To: chan
iâm sorry, and i miss you, but i know itâs for the better. please know i love you
From: ABC
To: chan
ironically, i was looking through these and your song came on my headphones
From: ABC
To: chan
I wish I never cared ab what other people said ab you in hs, and cared more ab you then. Iâm sorry.
From: ABC
To: chan
im sorry for not being as understanding as you deserve. i still care, more than you know.
