Do you remember the time I watched my nephew and held him while he was asleep in my arms and you just stared at me smiling in awe rubbing my back because it hurt from not putting the baby down because I’m that moment I was so content and happy because I knew you’d take care of me and we could become amazing parents ?

You robbed my future away my future with you and our future family and all the plans I had with you ..

Losing you has been the HARDEST THING and the only person I need to talk to in order to feel better is you ... and that hurts.

Oh how I wish I could take your pain away