Unsent messages to HADES
From: ABC
To: hades
I’m not sure if you were my first love.. for a long time i thought you were, but i think the truth is you were just my first heartbreak.
From: ABC
To: hades
You hurt me, in ways i never thought possible, and i loved you despite it all, i still do, not the same way as i did but ik i love you, i just know now that being with you would tear me back down, and i can’t live for you anymore
From: ABC
To: hades
I know you love me and care for me in your own way, but I wish you understood the ways you hurt me more, even if it’s “not on purpose” or “ not your fault.” in the end am I really much better when I’m pushing you away more and more it seems like? I don’t want to, but I don’t know what to do about it anymore. I feel like it was inevitable that we would drift apart, it’s both of our faults in the end, but I do wish you put the effort in that you kept promising you would, after a long time of this I just feel the difference in the energy, the attachment I still have to you, but the passiveness and disinterest in my tone, I’m so short with you sometimes and distant, but only if you knew how I actually felt and think, I put on such a front. all the time. and this is my fault, but you also leave empty promises and things never changing, sometimes things you won’t admit or don’t think I notice. I know it’s hard for you too, but if it can’t change then what’ll happen, you know? in reality I’m sure you have no idea what the fuck this website is and youll never read this, but I kind of like that. I know I’ll have to bring another talk like this up again soon, and I hate it. Another case of getting the right connection at the wrong time.
From: ABC
To: hades
I loved you in the rawest form my heart still belongs you truly, wish you the best life you deserve
From: ABC
To: hades
i wanna protect you n make you feel happier than you could ever imagine
From: ABC
To: hades
we just need time, we’ll be back together soon, take care of yourself
From: ABC
To: hades
You deserve the world and I'm sorry I couldn't give you that
From: ABC
To: hades
You mean the world to me and there's nothing I wouldn't do for you. You saved my life <3
From: ABC
To: hades
You saved my life and I will never be able to tell you how much I adore you <3
From: ABC
To: hades
Hate that I have to limit myself from saying how important you are to me.
From: ABC
To: hades
I wish you knew how much i truely do love you, even if you don’t feel the same.
From: ABC
To: hades
i miss you. wish i could tell you all about my adventures. send me that letter.
From: ABC
To: hades
Do you ever think of calling when you've had a few, cause I always do ♡ got to forget you
From: ABC
To: hades
I wish I could talk to you again but I know it will never be the same
