Unsent messages to KAITLIN
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
i’m sorry i didn’t tell you sooner. i didn’t even know you were dating. but fuck you for blocking me and making me feel like it’s my fault when you know it’s his.
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
i hope you and your family are doing okay i wish the best for you i just never want you in my life again in any way
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
i still think about u almost every day i miss u loads n it makes me so happy to see how happy u r rn!! i hope in the future we’ll reconnect bc i rlly miss being friends w u :)
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
why didn’t i reach out? i’m so sorry you felt there was no way out but this. i think about you everyday
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
would die for you anyday of the week. thank u for being a great friend. even if i never say it. i love you the most
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
hope you'll never see this but i would die just to be closer friends like old times. you make me the happiest person on the earth and i never say this to anyone i love you so much. thank u
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
Even though it ended terribly, I still tear up when I think about the warmth that your smile made me feel.
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
i only loved ur dumbass bc u made me feel smth , i wasnt emotional & felt nth but w u , i felt everything & i fuckin hated it bc everything u did would make me feel smth . i rather feel nth than smth . i dont need u , i have myself . at the end of the day , i only got me . i wish i never loved u . i feel this weighted thing on my chest everyday bc i felt like i wasnt enough for u . i hate this feeling , i want it to go away . i love you a lot & ik i always will , no matter what .
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
i only loved ur dumbass bc u made me feel smth , i wasnt emotional & felt nth but w u , i felt everything & i fuckin hated it bc everything u did would make me feel smth . i rather feel nth than smth . i dont need u , i have myself . at the end of the day , i only got me . i wish i never loved u . i feel this weighted thing on my chest everyday bc i felt like i wasnt enough for u . i hate this feeling , i want it to go away . i love you a lot & ik i always will , no matter what .
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
I hope you’re doing alright.
I miss you. I know you’re coming back just not right now. Even though yeah you hurt me really bad like no body else could ever do, i forgive you.
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
I fucking hate you, and I hope eventually you realise how wrong you are and how much hurt your actions have caused. I hate you, but sometimes I long for things to just go back to how they used to be. I wanna be a kid again. But I can't because of you.
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
I spelled your name right :), and just wanna let u know that I will always miss you and you've been on my mind and I hope we someday might meet again....
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
It's time to let go now, when I have kids in the future and they say "mummy who was your first love" I know who to tell them about. A girl from wigan with brown eyes brown hair and the prettiest face. You said you wouldn't and you fucking did.
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
hey, thanks for the memories. they were fun. but i had to keep going, i had to move forward. you kept letting me down and pulling me back to the person i decided i did not want to be anymore. i had to let go. thanks for the friendship we had for a few years.
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
the words ‘i love you’ are caught in my throat. say it first so i know it’s not too soon
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
I really wish you could see just how much I’m doing my best for you!
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
No matter what happened, Ill always love you and consider you my best friend
Miss you always
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
You said bye for now and I said nothing. I have novel series worth of words I want to say to you.
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
I miss you. You’re always going to be the one. I look for you in every girl I talk to.
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
I hope our daughter is doing well. i hate that all of this happened..Im sorry
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
You could come back if you really wanted to. You just won’t. I miss you too, with everything in me.
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
i wish we were still friends. i never rlly understood why we stopped in the first place
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
I hate you for who you’ve become. That’s why I cut you off, even when you continued to hurt me.
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
Kaitlin every day I wish you would come back to me. I’m always loving you. I don’t feel whole
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
that halloween was the first day i couldn't love you anymore
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
you’re my best friend, i’m gay, you’re straight.
And i’m in love with you…
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
I saw you with someone else and realized I’m over it and you. I hope he loves you how she loves me.
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
I wish I wasn't so rude that night, you'll stay my everything even if I'm not your's
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
You have been not talking with me for a long time, I tried contacting you...
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
I thought i saw you one night and it was enough to make my eyes swell and heart skip
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
used this name once idk if you’ll see this, but i love and miss you more than anything in the world
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
i see you in my dreams all the time still. i’m sorry for so much, but i still miss you.
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
Did I really mean not much to you? You left such an impact
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
I only ever write these while drunk, don't take them seriously. But I still think about 2020.
From: ABC
To: kaitlin
can we be friends again? I miss you a lot and i keep dreaming about you a lot.. I love you kaitlin
