i only loved ur dumbass bc u made me feel smth , i wasnt emotional & felt nth but w u , i felt everything & i fuckin hated it bc everything u did would make me feel smth . i rather feel nth than smth . i dont need u , i have myself . at the end of the day , i only got me . i wish i never loved u . i feel this weighted thing on my chest everyday bc i felt like i wasnt enough for u . i hate this feeling , i want it to go away . i love you a lot & ik i always will , no matter what .