You know some times I read the notes with my name on them and hope one of them is from you but I know their not -

I always thought about how u went from caring so much to not at all? It’s so weird idk what to even say - I’m not shading or anything just speaking my mind I feel like there’s so many things you didn’t tell me and it makes me feel so iffy like I get uncomfortable when I think about it idk sorry for ranting it’s just 5 am and I randomly thought of you? And those thoughts came into my head.. and no I don’t hate u —regarding to those last posts I was just broken inside still so on ..tbh random but when I said joji this joji that like I disliked him I never did I’m a hard core fan and always been since 2015? ... sorry I got out of context I’m just random.. *meows* (ᵔᴥᵔ) byebye bro *pat*

Reading those notes for people with my name give me anxiety now especially the purple ones but i remind myself they aren’t for me sksbskjs BUT IF U EVER DO post a note one day *wink wink* give me a hint ?? that it’s u cause Tf there’s so many josies ?

Sometimes I still think about that night and wish you would have kept your promise to me.