Realmente te extraño y te amo, eres el amor de mi vida pero no puedo estar con alguien que me ha lastimado mucho.

You told me I was the only one you trusted, I fell hard for you and then you left me like you never loved me. I told myself to never fall in love again and now look where it got me.

my heart will always choose you, it always has. now might not be our time, maybe our time will never come, but one day.

I love you so much that I let you go to be with the one who you always looked for in a crowded hallway, but I still look for you.

I love you so much that I let you go to be with the one you looked for in a crowded hallway, but I still look for you.

I didn't know you very well but when I got the news I cried for hours. We paid for peoples comic books on your birthday the first year. We knew you loved them. I'm sorry your sister had to find you. We miss you

i hate you so much for walking away so easily yet i would do anything to be with you again. i miss you

I think I love you. But I can’t do this, I know you love me, but I’m too messed up and you don’t deserve to fall with me. I’ve been falling for a really long time, you deserve someone better than me, someone who’s happy all the time. I just can’t be that person I wish I was happy and not messed up too, don’t worry. I’m really sorry. I wish you the best, leave and don’t look back, ok? Thanks for everything

I need you to let me go. I need you to forget about me and not think twice. I don’t want to be alive anymore, I know you love me but you have know idea the demons I’m hiding. You think I’m happy, I’d rather you take her me that way. We dated once and then you moved and you’re coming back and talking to me again. And it feels nice but I’m already having doubts, it’s just you much right now. I wasn’t ok when we first dated and I’m still not, I don’t want to hurt you. So please just leave. I am so messed up, and feel empty and numb cry myself to sleep most nights if I’m not numb. You have no idea and that is ok, I just can’t do this, and it breaks my heart, because I don’t tell anyone the demons I hide, that is why I need you to leave me behind. I don’t know how to tell you I’m so mentally fucked up I can’t love you, I’m drained and exhausted. I am fighting everyday. I am so stressed, my anxiety is getting worse and I’m getting worse everyday. I don’t even know how much longer I’ll be here. I hope a long time I don’t want to hurt anyone and I know a lot of people need me. I haven’t been happy for longer than 7 days in at least 6 years, and a lot of that “happiness” was fake happiness my brain made up. I call it happy numb. I wish you the best. And though I’ll never send this to you or you’ll never see it, or realize it’s me, I pray every night that you lose feelings for me and a better girl comes in your life one that can make you happy, someone better than me. This is the second one I’ve wrote to you today. I did both in green because it’s your favorite color. Have an amazing life killian ?

I knew from the start, you'd be the one to set me free. we used to be best friends, when did we stop? everything has changed and we don't talk anymore. I miss it. shit. maybe i miss you.

I still can't believe you're with me. I can barely believe that I met you that one day when I sent you a simple "hey, I like your profile picture :)" and we started to... be together? you mean absolutely everything to me and I'd risk everything just to be by your side. But some of me hates that I fell in love with you. Everything ends for me, and I guess I'm just concerned that this is going to end too. But, even if our relationship does end, you'll still mean everything to me. You made me actually feel things and it just amazes me how you're even the slightest bit interested in someone like me. You changed my life to be so much better, and I can never thank you enough for that. I love you, and hopefully you'll still feel the same way in the future. You're my entire world

fuck you for being so perfect. i'm grasping onto strings of what i wish could be but reality is pulling me back.

I stayed even when you hurt me.

You were my first love. Even tho we never met Irl. I'll never forget you I hope we meet Irl one day.

I miss you, I made a mistake. What do I need to change to get you to stay in love with me?

truly, i hope we work out.

I hope you know I still remember the first time I told you I loved you and that you were my world.

It’s been a while. I’m over most things but I still think about you at times. You were right.

you were my first love

ive known you for such a little time but i just know and feel that i want to be with you forever

You were the only person who really made me feel seen.

We don’t talk anymore but I hope you’re healthy and doing ok. Miss you lots, loser. I’m sorry.

im sorry that i ghosted you. youre truly a great person and i didnt feel worthy to have you.

If it’s you. Stay.

My soul just recognizes something familiar in yours.

I just wanted things to work out, everyone said we wouldn’t but I believed it was true love.

i can’t listen to taylor swift now without think of you

5 1/2 months.

id wait a thousand lifetimes for you

it’s all my fault, i love you, i’ll never stop loving you

was it ever obvious?

You were, and still are my everything, imy so much.

I just want you to tell me if you ever liked me or not so I can get over you

its been 6 months and i still cant get over u tho u probably already did

I want my things back.

i think im finally over you:))

I think I still love you, even if you only see us as friends..

You are my true love, I know it, and I'm so lucky to be yours. I will love you in every universe.

i love you killian you’re beautiful and i wish you saw yourself the way i do, i love you

I miss you Ik i shouldn’t because of what you did but I still do I miss you so much my handsome boy

Thank you for being here. You’re my sister and my best friend. Love you dude.

More than friends Less than lovers but you blocked me

I'm just too afraid. I'm sorry I'm not as strong as you think I am.

I saw you underneath it all and you’re all I’ve wanted since. I’d follow you through darkness.

Anyway, don't be a stranger

i regret what i did, i really badly do, but i feel its whats best for you, that night meant so much.

i cant wait to grow with you and love you. you make me want a future i've never imagined

You lead me on and I fell for it, but damnit that kiss meant something. I'll never forgive you.

Im sorry. I am scared to love you.You kissed me and it was everything and I can never tell you.

i’m so sorry i hurt you…
i miss you so much. i love you.