I miss you. I don't know why. I really shouldn't. I miss the way things were, how we had a routine day to day, called everyday until one or both of us passed out. We played minecraft together and you never made fun of me for being terrible at everything, you just gave me praise and encouraged me to keep playing with you . My favorite memory of my entire life as of writing this is from when we went to your grandparents cabin and sat in front of that fireplace and cuddled and I remember how majestic the falling snow was, it was so quiet and peaceful. I remember loving every moment I spent with you, and even hanging out with your sister was fun. I still have the keychain pearl she gave me because she already had one haha. I guess I don't really miss you anymore though. I can look at you now and go, I don't want that relationship back. But I do miss how things were. I was happy, even when things in my life weren't. I have found my own peace and a new love for my life, and I know you have too .I wish we could be friends again, but I don't think you really would like to be. And that's okay. I hope you're happy, genuinely.

i didn’t wana start over with someone new i js wanted u to get ur shit together, i loved you then and i love you now.

still to this day, you cross my mind every hour. I wonder if you think about me as often as I think about you

Are you happy now?

you are the first person whose eyes I am able to see myself as beautiful through.

i think you felt it in that moment too.

it’s been 5 years and I still think about you. Wish it wasn’t too late

how did u move on so easily? was it even real? imy, but i hope ur doing well kay.

after everything i still really miss you. i hope you’re doing better

I want it to be you so bad :/

Will I ever be able to get over you?

I deserved a better goodbye.

I miss you more than anything, come home. I’m sorry

Why would you do that to me. Why her and why not me.

I think of you everyday. maybe you were supposed to be who I ended up with. I hope life is good :)

You’re so pure and refreshing. I miss everything about you.

I wish you would see how deeply I care for you. I wish I was what you wanted

It's not the same anymore I'll miss you forever... Goodbye

ill love you forever my sweet boy

I miss you everyday but I can’t go through that ever again

I am so scared that I won’t ever be able to get over you. Bittersweet.

I’ll wait forever.

I love you.

You're strong, you're beautiful never stop shining

I don’t hate you at all. This isn’t forever and one day we’ll be in each others lives again