Well as of right now, we're dating. It was our 8 months 2 days ago. Everything feels off right now. It feels like you're going to leave. And if you do that's okay. I won't be sad. I won't cry. I will accept it and move on. Because if I let myself cry over you I will never recover. I won't ever let myself get hurt again, but that's better than feeling what I felt with any other guy I've let hurt me. You mean the world to me. Even if right now I'm blocking all my emotions from coming through. I still love you. More than anything in the world. I hope you come home soon so that we can fix things and be happy again.