Unsent Messages

I miss you. I don't know why. I really shouldn't. I miss the way things were, how we had a routine day to day, called everyday until one or both of us passed out. We played minecraft together and you never made fun of me for being terrible at everything, you just gave me praise and encouraged me to keep playing with you . My favorite memory of my entire life as of writing this is from when we went to your grandparents cabin and sat in front of that fireplace and cuddled and I remember how majestic the falling snow was, it was so quiet and peaceful. I remember loving every moment I spent with you, and even hanging out with your sister was fun. I still have the keychain pearl she gave me because she already had one haha. I guess I don't really miss you anymore though. I can look at you now and go, I don't want that relationship back. But I do miss how things were. I was happy, even when things in my life weren't. I have found my own peace and a new love for my life, and I know you have too .I wish we could be friends again, but I don't think you really would like to be. And that's okay. I hope you're happy, genuinely.