Unsent messages to JUAN

We have been talking more recently and I like that we are friends after everything. But when you leave me on open or delivered, it somehow still hurts.

You are an asshole and god damn it do you fucking hurt me. I still love you and I will always love you. You’re such an amazing person, you just don’t know how to control your emotions and unleash your anger on the people closest to you. You need to fix that because you are so self destructive like that. Please be better. I love you so much

I haven’t seen you since freshman year. Hope you’re doing good. I still wish you never found out how I felt about you.

Hi Juan, thank you for everything and just know I’m always gonna be here for you no matter what and you can always come to me whenever you need to. You mean the world to me and never forget that. I promise that eventually things will get back to the way they were supposed to be and we’ll be perfect again. I love you forever and always

you bring a light into my life that nobody else does. you but the biggest smile on my face. i love you forever and i can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you and our family

Hey I know you don’t wanna hear from me, and I hear you’ve been moving on. I miss you like crazy and can’t stop thinking about where we went wrong. Or why you chose to leave. I feel so empty now and I can’t distract myself enough. Maybe one day I’ll have you again, but I’m not sure, it may be too late.

i wish i put myself first. i love you w every single bit of me, but you didn’t deserve to have me love you.

We didn't have a real shot at a future from the start, but that doesn't mean I don't think about waking up with you. Next lifetime?