you left me with no regret. i know you still think of me like i think of you because i see you looking at me at school and hugging her just to make me jealous but man it isn’t working please never come back and i never got an apology like i deserve but it’s okay. i’m used to it. you should know. you’re the person i let out everything to but not around. i love you tho.

Hi Juan, thank you for everything and just know I’m always gonna be here for you no matter what and you can always come to me whenever you need to. You mean the world to me and never forget that. I promise that eventually things will get back to the way they were supposed to be and we’ll be perfect again. I love you forever and always

We fell out and I think about texting you everyday for closure but that would only hurt more. I chose you over everyone I knew and now its like I don't exist. I don't show but it hurts and the person you're becoming. I'll watch from the distance

I haven’t seen you since freshman year. Hope you’re doing good. I still wish you never found out how I felt about you.

No words to describe how much you broke me, and how you tried to replace me. I hope everything in your life is going well.

You were my first love and I will always have love for you. But, in the end you weren’t meant to be mine forever.I forgive you. Thank you for the memories.

Dios mio, ha sido el angel que me ha sacado de este infierno. No se como agradecer todo, lamento si aun pienso en ella, no he podido olvidarla, pero sin duda, usted es el indicado. Te quiero, por un 2021 juntos mi amor

No sé qué fue lo que hizo que terminará nuestra relación, pero te pienso y te recuerdo en cada momento, recuerdo tu voz feliz cuando hablábamos todas las noches, todas aquellas promesas que no se van a cumplir, Joaquín, tú, yo, lo eras todo para mí, mi motivación para seguir, mis ganas de vivir, de comerme el mundo, te extraño y te amo, y espero que nadie jamás me arrebate aquel recuerdo hermoso que tengo de nuestra relación, lastimosamente tu ya decidiste dejar aquella situación ahí, pero si se nos presenta una nueva oportunidad de tener o continuar en lo que éramos, te juro que no te dejo ir. Con amor, alguien que te ama con todo su ser

i don't know whether to overthink or to live in the moment. i felt something when we first talked. kind of like u were my other half. plz stop leaving me on delivered. i cant help myself but stop myself from feeling happy when you text me. im scared you'll leave but if its meant to be it'll be. :)

I hate that you make me feel like this. I'm happy. when u talk to me my whole world lights up. i feel nauseous, heart racing. i feel something with us. i just hope u do too, maybe?

Hola amor, probablemente jamás llegues a leer este mensaje, pero tengo claro que lo que digo aquí, llevo meses haciéndotelo saber. No sé por donde empezar, no sé qué fuerza sobrenatural nos unió, tuvimos el mismo punto de inicio, pero decidimos coger diferentes caminos, yo fui la primera en dar un paso lejos de ti, en ese entonces no hacías parte de mi como tal. No quiero darle vueltas al asunto, podría cederle la razón de todo esto al destino, aunque me cuestiono muchas veces si existe. Independientemente si existe o no, estoy agradecida con lo que haya sido. Me convencí de que algunas personas de mi pasado quise y hasta me enamoré, decía bueno, seguramente esto es amor, pero cuando apareciste en mi vida, cuando me comenzaste a gustar, cuando me enamoré de ti, cuando me encontré un día sentada en el sofá con ganas incontrolables de decirte te quiero y me puse nerviosa porque nunca había estado en esa situación, porque yo era la que respondía a los “te quiero” por inercia o por cordialidad, cuando me encontré en ese momento que no sabía dónde meterme, que yo decía “Mierda, así se siente querer q alguien” y que cuando te lo dije sentía que se me salía el corazón por la boca, cuando días después me diste una respuesta frente a eso, cuando comencé a ver tu cara y a amar cada gesto, cada expresión, cada rasgo que hace que seas especialmente tú. tus hermosos ojos, cariño, podría vivir mil vidas en ellos y cada vida experimentar algo nuevo y sorprendente, me enamoré de cada pelito que conforma tus largas y hermosas pestañas, me enamoré de tu nariz, de tus labios con ese color rosita tan sutil y tan hermoso, de tus blancos dientes, de tu sonrisa, me enamoré de cada partícula que te conforma, me enamoré de tal forma que ante mis ojos no hay hombre más guapo que tú. Pero eso es lo más banal, me enamoré de tu sencillez y a la misma vez de tu orgullo, me enamoré de tu risa y de tu mal genio, me enamoré de esas veces que hablas y no hay quien te pare, pero también me enamoré de esas veces que callas y no me incomoda el silencio, tu silencio es el único silencio que soporto, me enamoré de tus bromas aunque algunas pasadas de tono, me enamoré de tu seriedad al explicarme algo, me enamoré de esas veces que aunque me he roto, me has dicho “yo estoy aquí, todo estará bien” me enamoré de los abrazos que no nos hemos dado y los besos que aún no han llegado, me enamoré de tu mano pasando por mi cuerpo aunque solo sea un sueño, me enamoré de tu olor aunque viene de mi imaginación, me enamoré de tus días buenos y de tus días malos, me enamoré de tus celos sin sentido, porque como podrías dudar de lo que significas para mi? Me enamoré de tus mentiras piadosas, que por tu falta de concertación al poco tiempo terminaste contándome la verdad sin siquiera ser consciente. Me enamoré de las películas que me recomiendas y de las películas que veo y me hacen pensar en ti, me enamoré de las canciones que me dedicaste y de las que cuando escucho te describen perfectamente a ti. Me enamoré de ti en un amanecer o tal vez en un anochecer, era invierno o tal vez primavera. No lo sé, o tal vez si, pues nunca olvidaría una sola escena de este amor. Era un anochecer cuando comencé a darme cuenta, un amanecer cuando me lo admití, era invierno, pero me hacías sentir en una eterna primavera, flores naciendo de mis adentros y mariposas revoloteando por ahí. Solo quiero pedir perdón públicamente a los que antes de ti les mentí, a lo mejor les quise, tal vez era un cariño, pero sin duda jamás les amé, que perdonen si alguna vez les llame “amor” o sus variantes, ya que tú eres mi primer amor, el amor de mi vida, de mis vidas, de cada uno de mis días, el único y último amor. Esta vida aún nos depara sorprendentes viajes juntos, pero te volveré a buscar en mi otra vida para darle al mundo esta bomba de unión. Te amo con locura, porque recuerda es preferible ser amado por una loca que amarrado por una cuerda ?

Quizá siempre serás tú, pero antes debo ponerme a mí.
Te amo aunque cada que me buscas demuestro lo contrario, es lo mejor para los dos.


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i see why you have trust issues with me even tho i told you can trust me but i had them from the start

i love you i wanna be with you forever but you try to make things look bad and always get mad at me for little things

Im sorry. I really tried. I loved you. But not in the way you wanted me too. I wish I could say it would've been different all things considered but I don't think it would have.. te amo muchísimo ?

Han pasado 4 años desde que no estamos juntos, ya tienes alguien nuevo y yo igual, pero aún sigo deseando volver a ti.

i wish you would realize how much i’m starting to fall in love with you. she has you now n it’s okay. thank you for being my bestfriend?❤️

All of my best memories were with you. I long for your presence even now, but I wish you had loved me enough to stay.

We didn't have a real shot at a future from the start, but that doesn't mean I don't think about waking up with you. Next lifetime?

i wish you would apologize. it hurts that i'm still waiting. it hurts that i know you won't. how could you leave so fast?

i wish i put myself first. i love you w every single bit of me, but you didn’t deserve to have me love you.

As much as I hate you for coming into my life and making me feel so insecure. I miss you and the way you use to talk to me. You show up in so many of my dreams and I think of you on those late nights After you moved I had time to work on myself and finally I have my confidence back . Now I know my worth so thank you for that .

yo enserio, enserio, enserio deseo ser algo más de lo que tú me has propuesto "amigos con derecho", tú sabes lo que siento por ti y aún así, no eres claro conmigo y me daña enterarme por otras personas, cosas ajenas que no me cuentas a mí, yo realmente quisiera escucharte y entenderte, realmente quisiera que no me busques solamente por nudes, quisiera que más allá de eso estés pensando en mí de otra manera, una manera como en la que alguna vez viste a Valeria o Maquera, una de forma romántica, sin embargo te vas y vienes cuando se te da la regalada gana, y eso no está nada bien, ni cool:((, dime sí te gustó directamente, dímelo.

Man to be honest I really miss having you around. I remember when we in class together and we would sing along to Biggie songs and then we would get in trouble for talking so the teacher would tell us to be quiet or else we would get a refferal. Or how when we would be in class you would always take my pencils and tell me that its yours and you give it back to me until the end of the day. And lets not talk about how you got so much more attractive over the last three years I was in the same school as you. I liked seeing you after your practices, how you would always run your hands through your curly hair and smile with your pretty brown eyes twinkling in the sun. Or how even though you were so invested in football you would still find a way be smart and have good grades. And I was going to tell you I swear, its just that I was too scared of ruining what we had, even though you might think it was nothing or I was too scared of you rejecting me. Liking you for two and then at the end, knowing that all those two years of my life were wasted just like that because all you said was "no" I couldn't dare to say anything. I was planning on saying something at the but then corona came and you got sick, so I didn't get to see you the last two days of school and believe me I was really sad. But I am still wondering if I would have said something, would you felt the same too?

Estuve enamorada de ti por 10 años, te lo diré cuando me vaya a Francia y tú te quedes sin mi compañía jsjs. La verdad nunca te diré lo mucho que te quise, espero ser valiente ese día y al menos darte un beso ah.

I'm sorry i couldn't give you everything you asked for, you taught me what love was, but it wasn't the good kind. It was toxic, and manipulative. I tried so hard to look past it, i was clouded by what i thought was love. In reality i was scared of seeing the truth. You treated me so wrong that i started thinking of someone who treated me right. & yet i never acted on it. i kept it to myself, because i knew in my heart that it was wrong. I stayed for as long as i could my love, but i grew tired of the countless arguments. they had no end to them, and i just wasn't happy. i loved you, but i fell out of it because you couldn't change. no matter how hard i try to hate you, i cant. you meant the world to me, and im sorry i couldnt stay till the end

I understand you've been in love with me since 8th grade, but that's not really what you feel, you're scared no one else would love you.

you've been on my mind even though im over you and im moving onto someone new. why? why are you on my mind again?

so i’m writing to you well not to you but on this because well, you’re we haven’t talked in over two years. i’ve been thinking about you a lot lately and i don’t even understand why. i had a dream about you the other day and i just i wanted to tell you but i mean it’s childish. i think it is . i feel like i can’t talk to you anymore and that just makes me feel a lot of things that i really don’t know how to explain. i wish we could talk like we used to.

To the person who loved me when I couldn’t love myself. Thank you. Thank you for memories I’ll never forget. Thank you for not only being my first love but my first everything. You gave me more happiness than I thought I deserved. Now I look back and regret all the things I didn’t do and how I wish I could go back. I have changed a lot and am thankful to get the chance to better myself. So thank you, because without you I couldn’t be who I am now. I am a better person and wish you the best life has to offer. Never lose that smile that I loved.

No se si estaba enamorada de ti o de la idea, pero sin duda lo que sentía cuando estaba contigo era inexplicable. No me atreví a decirtelo nunca, pero hoy te escribo que, te quiero.

I loved you... and you left me for one of my friends.. I still remember the first day we met like it was yesterday ? hope you are doing good - the girl you forgot

I shouldn’t have done that to you, i felt scared, i didn't wanna hurt you. im really sorry, if only i could express myself thoroughly.

hoy estuve con vos de tanto que te pensé , lejitos t mando un bzo bien potente para que hasta te lleguen a gustar los palmitos loquin

Im so sorry, if i could go back to the past, i would change the things

i miss ur rawrs to my meows. and you too i guess

I love you so much. You’re everything I could ever ask for. I really hope we last

I love you & it hurts that you couldn't see what you had in front of you. I hope you heal.

I will wait for you. I know in my heart you are worth it. I miss you always.

You messed everything. Yet I still check my phone everyday hoping to see your name.

love u cutie, ty for being a good bf

Every time I see something red I remember you, and it hurts to know that you don't think about me

i don’t think i’ll ever be able to get over you.

I know you didn’t mean to hurt me as much as you did. I forgive you.

I love you so much but your words hurt so much

so we’re not gonna talk about how you ignored me for two months?

I miss you tbh

why u never text me again?

Come back to me...

I will always be in love with you