From: ABC
To: Juan
you were my first bf. you shattered me. i couldn't let anyone touch me for years. I still struggle with it at times. you dated my best friend right after me. you both knew what you did. I don't want you in my mind anymore. just leave
From: ABC
To: Juan
you were just right at that time. I just wasn't in love. I hope you're doing well. you deserved better.
From: ABC
To: Juan
i love you sm and I really hope you are happy with her even if it shatters my heart that is not with me.
From: ABC
To: Juan
Hola... no soy muy cursi ( pero probablemente esto lo sea) pero quiero decirte muchas cosas que no soy capaz de decirte
From: ABC
To: Juan
Hola... no soy muy cursi ( y esto probablemente lo sea) pero quiero decirte muchas cosas que no soy capaz de decirte.
En este corto tiempo que llevo conociendote he aprendido a quererte y mucho más de lo que me pude haber imaginado y agradezco haber podido conocerte porque llegaste y todo cambiĂł, volvĂ reĂr, me sentĂ mejor, empecĂ© a disfrutar más las cosas...empecĂ© a ser más feliz y es que cualquier momento contigo es asĂ y me gustas pero tambien siento que nos entendemos muy bien y que tambiĂ©n te has convertido en mi mejor amigo y sĂ© que no soy muy afectiva pero hago el intento de demostrarte lo mucho que te quiero.
( no me respondas hoy, despues hablamos)
From: ABC
To: Juan
Haha u are my other half, hopefully you are happy with your girl, and i miss u lots, love you 4 ever my sweet boy
From: ABC
To: Juan
Ambos sabemos que nunca nos vamos a olvidar. Te voy a buscar en otra vida menos complicada y sin tanta distancia, te amo.
From: ABC
To: Juan
CreĂ que serias mi primer y Ăşltimo amor. :') Esto es tonto no? Te conocĂ por internet.. Gracias a ti me sentia taan bien, por un momento era feliz con solo tenerte.. Pero de la nada dejaste de responder mis mensajes no dijiste absolutamente NADA solo desapareciste, me dejaste sola. Te dije desde el principio que no jugaras conmigo y que hiciste? :) Me alegro no llegar mas lejos contigo.. Fue menos dolor. Fue lindo mientras duro. Me despido de ti aqui para siempre, ahora mismo dejare de pensar en TI aquellos mensajes que tenia archivados tendre que borrarlos.. Comenzaba amarte, pero nunca lo dije.
TE AMO, TE AME. El primer y ultimo que logre decirte..
From: ABC
To: Juan
I hate you so much. I hate how I use to think about you daily and dream about you at night. I hate you now that we have connection but not chemistry. But I love how all the feelings are gone
From: ABC
To: Juan
Me mentiste en la cara y me hiciste creer que te importaba. Ojalá no le hagas sentir a ella lo que me hiciste sentir a mi.
From: ABC
To: Juan
Tengo que dejarte ir, y es tan doloroso, pero la realidad es más dolorosa, saber que no me quieres y que yo te quiero locamente! Espero seas feliz muy muy feliz y quien te tenga te pechiche al mil ?
From: ABC
To: Juan
Lo siento, me alejĂ© de ti porque pensĂ© que no te gustarĂa volver a ser amigos, te extraño, pero es mejor seguir sin pensar en esto
From: ABC
To: Juan
espero que nunca leas esto, pero quiero decirte que aún siento muchas cosas por ti y que por más que hablemos como amigos, te seguiré queriendo y me duele que tú no sientes lo mismo, como si no fuera suficiente todo lo que di por ti.
From: ABC
To: Juan
You are an asshole and god damn it do you fucking hurt me. I still love you and I will always love you. You’re such an amazing person, you just don’t know how to control your emotions and unleash your anger on the people closest to you. You need to fix that because you are so self destructive like that. Please be better. I love you so much
From: ABC
To: Juan
I was more than a coward not to tell you that I not only liked you, but that I was in love with you, it took me too long to realize. But ours was already impossible and more since I made the mistake to stop talking to you, but at least one way or another we overcome it and at least I count on your friendship.
I know you will find that person who melts the heart of ice that you formed and I hope you are happy.
I love you, your friend
From: ABC
To: Juan
PerdĂłname por no haberte pretendido de la forma que querias te mereces un amor real, alguien que te ame de la misma forma que me amas a mi te mereces eso y mas, pero no soy yo esa persona.
From: ABC
To: Juan
Siento que siempre has sido el hombre de mi vida. Pero he tomado tantas malas decisiones que al final estamos a miles de kilĂłmetros. Creo que estamos hechos para estar juntos, pero tambiĂ©n creo que fue el miedo y el no querer pausar las metas del otro lo que nos han hecho alejarnos, para no ser egoĂstas, pero hemos sido egoĂstas en el amor y no concretamos nada. No sĂ© si algĂşn dĂa nos volveremos a ver y ser valientes en los sentimientos.
Siempre te he querido.
From: ABC
To: Juan
Weey nmms.
Me caga verte con ella, pero yo te mandé a la v3rg4.
Alch si extraño cuando hablábamos en la madrugada, te contĂ© muchas cosas y conociste lo peor de mĂ.
Te quiero mucho y enserio quisiera que volviéramos a ser como antes:((
From: ABC
To: Juan
I hate the way you take advantage of the soft spot I have for you. How you leave me guessing about the way you feel about me. I hate that you make me miss you and the way you make me love you. I hate you make me wonder if I am ever going to be good enough for you. I deserve better ?
From: ABC
To: Juan
Sorry I didn't pick up on your hints. I really wish I did. If the year didn't end would we have been something? In conclusion, I wished I would have kissed you. Sorry I didn't kiss you
From: ABC
To: Juan
i had a weird dream where we both cleared things out and said our goodbyes, it felt so real, but since then hearing your name doesn´t hurt anymore.
i can finally say that i´ve let you go
From: ABC
To: Juan
Tia odio estar asĂ contigo porque literal que me partes el alma cuando te pones asĂ pero por primera vez voy a ser duro contigo y no retractarme
From: ABC
To: Juan
We have been talking more recently and I like that we are friends after everything. But when you leave me on open or delivered, it somehow still hurts.
From: ABC
To: Juan
Maybe you don't like talkin' too much about yourself but you should've told me that you were thinking about someone else
From: ABC
To: Juan
Nunca te dije que me gustavas , la manera que me miravas , no podia no respirar , y ahora pienzo que podria hacer algo diferente, y al menos antes de volver a Brasil podriamos estar juntos , te ame, mucho ,pero tuve que irme, te extraño , vamooo Brasil jajaj te quiero y te ódio, por que no me dijiste que vos gustavas de mi , todo seria distinto
From: ABC
To: Juan
I wanted to tell you I love you, I wish i did. But I backed down cause I didn’t know how you felt. I love you
From: ABC
To: Juan
Long distance is hard and I hate it. I wish I could tell you how much it hurts when it feels like you forget about me, but I don't want to sound needy and I know you are busy. I just wish I was a priority, I wish you could atleast stay in one night and just talk to me instead of going out every night with your friends. I hate how it makes me feel like I'm not important and sometimes I think about quitting but I stay because I love you and I'd rather have a piece of you than none of you
From: ABC
To: Juan
I was in love with u and only u ever since we first me all I could think of was u but we kept going on and off to the point I didn’t enjoy it and when I went thru who u followed my insecurities went up u follows lot of pretty girls when I unfollowed and blocked everyone I couldn’t believe u but I still stayed with u with time we became toxic and distant I was too in love making excuses in my head but now idgaf I’m glad u dropped u I seem happier I do miss our coupely moments here and there but I need to feel like a bad bitch cause I am and is u can’t see that your loss cause u lost a girl who probably was the only one who truly cared abt u good luck cause you’ll need it
Love,
Kaylie (the one girl who truly loved u)
From: ABC
To: Juan
hi besty !! i just wanted to say u made 2020 bearable n i wouldnt have made it w/o u . ur one of my bsfs and ily sm
From: ABC
To: Juan
I don't know why you still haven't left my mind. I'm so sorry for everything and i wish upon my entire being that i could take it all back and start over.
From: ABC
To: Juan
todavĂa extraño cuando hablabamos hasta el amanecer, me gustas pero te voy a dejar ir porque se que estas con una pareja que realmente te valora y te quiere mucho. solo espero que algĂşn dĂa volvamos a hablar.
From: ABC
To: Juan
i miss that one night you called me at 4 in the morning and when i didnt answer, you simply said you called because you missed me and my voice.
i've never loved my voice until you said that.
From: ABC
To: Juan
hey besty, just wanted to say thank you for always being there and i hope we stay bestys till the end. it had been a great 2 years and i hope to make many more memories. i’m glad i also made you a kpop stan and now we can go to concerts together. thank you once again and ilysm!
From: ABC
To: Juan
I’m sorry for what I did, I was scared I’d fall in love with you and get my heart broken again…I still fell for you, and I can’t get you back.
From: ABC
To: Juan
Eres lo más falso que he conocido en mi vida, pero lo peor esq lograste engañarme me da pena la siguiente. No qro volver a verte ni hablarte
From: ABC
To: Juan
some days are harder than the others. i wish i could simply call you and just talk. i just want to see how you're doing. i was very angry the last time we had contact and i regret that. i miss you. i dreamt about you last night. i miss you. and i'll always have a spot in my heart for you.
From: ABC
To: Juan
i love you but its better for me to go. i don't wanna hurt you and i don't wanna cause each other pain so please find someone better than me. love you..
From: ABC
To: Juan
Hey I know you don’t wanna hear from me, and I hear you’ve been moving on. I miss you like crazy and can’t stop thinking about where we went wrong. Or why you chose to leave. I feel so empty now and I can’t distract myself enough. Maybe one day I’ll have you again, but I’m not sure, it may be too late.
From: ABC
To: Juan
Its been over a year since I last saw you, and a month or two since we last spoke. I can't get you out of my mind and I don't know why.
From: ABC
To: Juan
Fuiste lo mejor que pude conocer este año, gracias por estar en todos mis malos momentos espero ella te haga feliz como yo no te hice feliz, te amo demasiado hermoso:(
From: ABC
To: Juan
No sĂ© en que momento pensĂ© que serĂa buena idea tratarte mal para que no notaras que me gustas, pero ha sido mi peor error dejarte ir ??
From: ABC
To: Juan
I really love you right now but I don´t know if you are gonna accept me because you don´t like my gender
From: ABC
To: Juan
I really hope your doing well.. I love you always even if we aren’t together no more your always gonna be in my head I love you with all my heart and if you ever do take me back one day I’ll be here just waiting:(
From: ABC
To: Juan
you're obsessed with this idea that I'm the reason your friends "left" you. I'm not. I'll always have some nostalgic affinity for you. I always thought you and I would make amends, maybe not.
From: ABC
To: Juan
TĂş para mĂ.
Para siempre, aunque nunca lo entendiste.
Despertaste dos sentimientos el amor y la tristeza
Ni quiero ni puedo olvidarte asĂ que siempre ocuparas un lugar en mi corazĂłn.
Te amo, y te amaré siempre aunque no sientas lo mismo
Te deseo lo mejor en la vida, y que encuentres quien te haga feliz, ya que yo no era.
Te ame como a nadie.
From: ABC
To: Juan
Do you have any fucking idea how many nights I cried over the thought of you. How much my heart aches to hold you in my arms. I was never good with words or expressing myself. Would things be different if I told you my feelings?
From: ABC
To: Juan
i dont want to become too attached, but i already have. youre gonna leave. and its gonna hurt like a motherfucker.
From: ABC
To: Juan
fuiste mi primer amigo... la persona que mas me apoyo a cumplir mi sueño a un que ya no se nada de ti TE QUIERO fuiste la mejor persona que conocà te deseo lo mejor y por ti seguiré dibujando peces azules Gracias por todo
From: ABC
To: Juan
we used to be so close and now we’re starting to drift i’m rlly scared to lose you but i think your going your own way and there’s nothing i can do about it, no matter what though i’ll always have lots of love for you, thank you for saving my life countless times
From: ABC
To: Juan
you bring a light into my life that nobody else does. you but the biggest smile on my face. i love you forever and i can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you and our family