Hola
Supongo que sigues pensando que no me caes bien pero creeme que me sigue doliendo todo lo que pasó con A y todo lo que pasó después ya de 1 año me sigue doliendo como esa vez
Me arrepiento de muchas cosas pero te aseguro que eres de las cosas que más ame pero odie amar
Te amo pero igual ya no importa

I wish you had given us a chance. I feel you didn't even fight for it. I hadn't connected with anyone the way I did with you.

Odio extrañarte cuando estoy en mis peores, me hace pensar si te sientes igual y no hay nadie a quien contarle

i never want to forget what we had, please stay forever even if it's in my head. i wish i can turn back time and fix what i broke.

Lamento no servido suficiente para ti , ahora estás con otra , que te da algo que yo te di en ese momento pero estaba mal y te fuiste cuando más te necesitaba, no te culpo me alivia que te hayas ido , pero no puedo dejar de pensar que quisiera tenerte a mi lado aunque se que así esta mejor.....

i didn’t want it to b this way. but i felt like my heart wasn’t fully in it. ik we’ll cross paths again. i believe you’re my soulmate. until then pls take care

All I want to do is be in your arms. I want to kiss you so bad and be close to you. I miss all of you.

i'm really sorry i used you like that. i was just in a bad place and i took it out on you. i wish you the best

i used to come on here and tell you how much i loved you. how much i missed you. how sorry i was for everything. how i would wait for you forever. but honestly im so done with that. im done waiting on you and im done being sorry. because i was a child going through grown up shit and you KNEW that, it was YOUR decision to get involved with me. im not sorry for any of that. im sorry for the way my mental health used to effect you, yeah, and im sorry i would take things out on you. im not sorry about my life. you should be sorry for walking into it, putting me into your family when you knew i didn't have one, and then ripping that out from under me. and im done waiting on you. im done being paitent im done trying to wait on your relationship with her to be over i am DONE. i am finally letting you go. because it's been 2 years. its beem just as long since you would talk to me and have a normal conversation with me because everytime you've talked to me since the break up you've treated me like a fucking child and im so done with that to because all i wasever doing was checking up on you and making sure you were okay. i fucked up, i wont lie- but you fucked up worse. you lost the downest bitch ever, somebody who held it down for you even when their own life was falling into fucking pieces. and i used to want you to see that so bad i wanted to show out for you so bad to let you know what you lost and how much better i am now. but im glad you dont realize. because you are not the type of person i want to be with. not anymore. i get people grown and change, but your whole morals and values have changed, and i just cant fuck with it. and i know that if you were to hit me up my heart just might not let me ignore you. im grateful for us meeting. you showed me what love was and what not to do in a relationship. but now, everything that im holding onto for you, its blocking my blessings. real blessings of people who ACTUALLY love me and care about me and would willingly go to hell and back with me- people who deal with my mental health and life struggles every day. the ups and downs. something you just couldnt do. i hope youre happy now though. i really do. thats all i have ever wanted for you. and i cant wait to see you in the mlb in a couple years playing for the sox. while its a damn shame it wont be us together, thats what you chose, and i cant keep dwelling on that. i hope youre doing great because im doing beautiful. you were my first love so youll be in my heart forever, but i gotta let you go now jorgie. i have to.

nunca entendiste lo q significabas para mi, siempre estabas babeando por otra persona pero eso se acabó. ya no te entiendo, no se que es mentira y que es verdad de lo q me cuentan de ti.

Today I listened to our song after five years. I know it's been a while, but I think I will always love you.

No se si pueda llamarte mi primer amor, pero lo que sentí contigo, absolutamente todo, fui algo nuevo, se que yo arruiné todo, pero no sabía como reaccionar, cada cosa te la querpia contar, queria estar contigo, me hacias sentir especial, puedo decir que me enamoré, cuando te empecé a conocer en verdad, supe que no estaba sola, que todo lo que pasaba en mi cabeza no era nada malo, era normal; me hacias querer cuidarte y darte lo mejor, perdon por comportarme así, se que estabamos destinados a estar juntos, solo no coincidimos en el momento adecuado para estar juntos, te extralo y te querré por siempre

I wished you noticed me and at least maybe got close to being friends even thought I wanted to say more than I ever said. Maybe if I said something before I would’ve had a chance but did I even from the start

Te amo mucho , no me importa la diferencia de edad ,eres lo mejor que me ha pasado en todo este año y diria de toda mi vida pero quien sabe .... lo que dira el futuro pero contigo me siento muy bien y creo que eso es algo especial , ojala todo acabe bien , ojala aca 2 años todos lo miren normal nuestro amor mientras tanto me basta con saber que me piensas como yo te pienso a ti , ayer cuando pense en que hacer o si estaba correcto esto me dijiste te amo y todo en el mtiempo se paro deje de pensar ,y solo me fije en ti y dije si esto es un sueño no quiero que acabe y me quitaste todas mis inseguridades

i miss you. i've ever felt this way about someone before, i think i love you. why won't you say it back. why cant you just feel the same way about me. i can't get you out of my mind, i miss you.

Fuiste mi primer amor y sé que eso no se va a olvidar nunca, y que olvidarte al 100% posiblemente sea imposible, es acostumbrarse a vivir sin esa persona. Ha sido un año raro y tus idas y venidas no ayudan, pero para qué volver al lugar donde te destrozaron. Dan asco las inseguridades que me has dejado incluso sin estar contigo, pero de nada sirve guardarte rencor porque solo implicaría tenerte en mente aún más. Ojalá hubiesen sido las cosas diferentes, con más respeto y más comunicación, comportándonos como adultos y hubieses dejado de ser un crío y un egocéntrico.

I know I have to get over you. But I almost wish we never met cuz I still think about u.

i know you still think about me!
(i still think about u)

i took advantage of you u will always have a special place in my heart and i’m sorry if i hurt you

Thank you for being my first love, my everything, and my yellow.

maybe in another universe, it was me and you.

I think you’re my twin flame

i really liked you, but you ghosted me

i miss you :( can’t wait to see you next week

i wish i had been more patient with u.

I hope you like me because I can't stop thinking about you<3

We could’ve been everything, I really hope we find our way to each other when you’re all healed up.

I wish you’d come back to me. I miss you more and more everyday

i miss you terribly. everyday. i can’t even sing anymore.

I hope life is treating you well. even tho I moved on. I think I’ll always have love for you.

I always wonder if maybe you'd like me too if I was a girl, but I hope you lead a happy life

almost 5 years later and i still miss you, i hope life has been treating you well

You mean everything to me but I cant keep on like this

I really wish it was you, I even saw a future for someone who didn’t even like me back

You ruined me.

whatever happens between us I’ll always remember us as the perfect couple I love you.

i actually really hope you realize how amazing you are.

Will you ever come back? I genuinely care and want to know how you are. I know you need time.

one day I hope you look back on what we had and regret every single thing you did to let it end

I love you just like how i love making those poems.

i wish i could give you the universe, but i hope my love is enough.

Unblock me pls I miss you

i miss u bae. you kept looking at me and didnt say nothing. i should have talked to u

The only thing I regret in life is letting you go

i’m falling so hard for you but i’m terrified of being in love again. i hope we can make this work.

i know i’m supposed to be over you because you are , but i’m not .

I wish I could tell you that I'm in love with you, you're so perfect <3

I don’t know how or why it ended, I just hope I can love again like, I loved you

i thought i didn’t want anything serious but i started loving you too much

hiding my feelings for you.. but if you were to ever give me a sign I wouldn’t hesitate to tell you