Unsent messages to JONAH

i miss you everyday. i know you don’t think of me, i didn’t really mean anything to you, just another girl to pass the time. you meant something to me though . you affected me in ways i didn’t know were possible, where i would be lying in my bed late at night and all i could think about was you, those few months we had. i know in another life time we were happy, and all i want for you now is to be happy. i can only learn to love you from a distance.

I wish I could’ve told you how I felt. I hope we one day cross paths again. Forever grateful for those mini moments.

I look for you in every person I meet. as a daydreamer it was nice to meet a cynic, you were my reality check, I love you forever

You piss me off sm, lowkey glad we got into a fight. I'm not apologizing btw. Also you didn't hurt me when you said you'll go talk to your other friends, thats exactly what i was hoping for.

I love you. I want you in my life forever, but if you've only re-entered my life to see if you can have me again, or to receive more of the validation you so desperately crave, and not because you miss me or you want me, then please just leave. You've already broken my heart once. Wasn't that enough?

i don’t know what i was expecting, but you definitely surprised me in those first months. i could feel you losing interest and honestly it’s my fault for staying but i feel like you lead me on. you guys must think I’m stupid but it’s not that hard to see when people are talking, she didn’t have to try to make it painfully obvious lmao. I already knew, i just wanted to see if you would tell me. it was embarrassing on your end, not mine. wish you would’ve told me straight up but i guess not everybody can do that.

I Really miss you and I wish you would just come back and we can have our old bond back because I love you

it hurt so much when you left me without a word. and somehow, i still would go through hell for you. :(

I wish I could've expressed my love to you better. You promised me you wouldn't leave me, do you plan on keeping that? You are the only person I've ever loved but now, I don't think a miracle could save what we had.

hey love, it’s me again. i always use my favorite color for this so hopefully you know who this is. i’m really scared, that you’re gonna see me the way i see myself. and i don’t want u to hate me. i love you. night night, smooches

i think about you every day. i remember we used to send each other songs and one of them was about not knowing what you had until it's gone. i never should have let you go all of those years ago. i think about you everyday. its so hard to see you with someone else. i know we will never speak again and i will never get closure. but i will always love you and you changed me forever.

i really like you, and i just wish that we weren’t so far apart and that i was just able to tell you how i feel

it’s you, my love. it will always be you. thank you for being my best friend... i think our souls were meant for each other.

it’s funny how you seemed interested in me until i said i didn’t want to do what you wanted to do. thanks for being another one of the guys that just wants to use me for my body.

i’m so in love with you, it’s crazy. i don’t know why i fell so hard. you were just there for me when i wasn’t there for myself. you’re still the only person i can ever tell my problems too because you’re the only person i trust with them. and no matter what we always find out way back to each other. i miss the person i fell in love with.

you were the first person who has ever treated me right. it ended messy but I would not trade the experience for the world even tho you deeply hurt me...

I always think about you. It makes me feel guilty. Guilty for setting myself for disappointment. How do I stop noticing everything as a sign, the 11:11, the tarot card readings, and the short but sweet conversations we have in math.

we've been complete strangers for several months now, but i hope you're happy wherever you are. sorry for not being the girl you wanted after all. i know you'll never read this, but i'm stealing your idea for naming a puppy oliver. it's really cute.

You're a fucking idiot. Thanks for wasting three years of my life. Also, sorry you have a small dick xoxo.

You are my home and make me feel wanted. You taught me my worth. I can’t imagine a future without you.

You are my home and make me feel wanted. You taught me my worth. I can’t imagine a future without you.

I regret dating you not because of you but the fact I believed ever lie you told me even the worst one “I love you”

i wish we could restart because you fit with me so well, but i dont want to be pushy and im not sure i can talk to you again

At one point I actually really did love you with everything that I had and I saw a future with you. But you had the audacity to treat me like shit and leave me over the dumbest reasons and assumptions. I thought I could fix you but I was wrong. You truly are a bitch who needs some growing up to do.

I was sad when I saw she was taking pictures of you but then I saw you were still wearing the jacket I bought you.

I cried in a parking lot by your house for two hours the other day. I wanted to see you or talk to you so bad, I don’t even know why. I’ve never needed you like that before, and it hurts so much that you couldn’t be there. (I know why you can’t, but you promised)

I am having such a hard time saying I love you because I've never felt this way about anyone else, so I love you