I always think about you. It makes me feel guilty. Guilty for setting myself for disappointment. How do I stop noticing everything as a sign, the 11:11, the tarot card readings, and the short but sweet conversations we have in math.

i wish we could restart because you fit with me so well, but i dont want to be pushy and im not sure i can talk to you again

you were the first person who has ever treated me right. it ended messy but I would not trade the experience for the world even tho you deeply hurt me...

I look for you in every person I meet. as a daydreamer it was nice to meet a cynic, you were my reality check, I love you forever

i’m so in love with you, it’s crazy. i don’t know why i fell so hard. you were just there for me when i wasn’t there for myself. you’re still the only person i can ever tell my problems too because you’re the only person i trust with them. and no matter what we always find out way back to each other. i miss the person i fell in love with.

shit. i like don’t know hot explain it but i miss you so much. like i know that sounds weird because we literally hated each other, but did we really? i have thought about you everyday for 8 months. i don’t know why. i really don’t know how to explain it. I’ve even had dreams of you. I’m trying to move back. I called you on “accident” a few months ago because I wanted to see what happens. i don’t think of you in a love way but like i best friend way. It’s so weird. I don’t know what the fuck happened, but i miss you.

I hate you for being everything you said you’d never be. You couldn’t figure out what you wanted so I figured out I deserve better. Fuck you.

I really couldn't ever tell you how much i care about you, how you make me feel, any of it, all because I'm too scared. you've treated me so softy and kindly and I'm not used to it, and I'm definitely not used to knowing like someone potentially cares about me. and whenever I talk to you my heart feels all warm and I feel all gooey and stuff and every time you text me I'm really happy and excited so I worry a lot because I don't want you to hate me because you're really sweet and caring and I like talking to you a lot and that time you wore your hair up made me really happy because you said before that you don't put it up often because you don't think you look good with it up and now that you wear it up more, i guess that means you feel more confident and happy wearing it than you did before and I know I'm rattling on, but I just wanted to say I really like you, piano nerd

i miss you
i miss the late night drives, you teaching me how to skate, the love that you gave me. why did everything have to end, i still love you and i think you still love me. why could you not fight for us to work.
eventhough we ended on good terms there will always be a part of me that hates you for leaving me. you knew i needed you and you knew i would crumble without you but you still left?
i never said anything at the time but there must be a part of you that still wonders how im doing and if im still thinking of you.

everything about you makes me smile, i should've known it was a matter of time before i started to fall, it saddens me that you say that you feel the same but yet you act like you don't. you could easily replace me, maybe you want to, i'm jealous of the people that can say they've truly had your heart, i hope that i am included one day, i want to move on, but i'm not sure if i can which i guess scares me, but until then you gem - 'babes' you could say

I wish I could've expressed my love to you better. You promised me you wouldn't leave me, do you plan on keeping that? You are the only person I've ever loved but now, I don't think a miracle could save what we had.

it hurt so much when you left me without a word. and somehow, i still would go through hell for you. :(

I wish I could’ve told you how I felt. I hope we one day cross paths again. Forever grateful for those mini moments.

I Really miss you and I wish you would just come back and we can have our old bond back because I love you

You helped shaped me into who I am today. It’s not perfect, and it never will be, but at least I might still have tomorrow. Thanks furry.

I regret dating you not because of you but the fact I believed ever lie you told me even the worst one “I love you”

i miss you everyday. i know you don’t think of me, i didn’t really mean anything to you, just another girl to pass the time. you meant something to me though . you affected me in ways i didn’t know were possible, where i would be lying in my bed late at night and all i could think about was you, those few months we had. i know in another life time we were happy, and all i want for you now is to be happy. i can only learn to love you from a distance.

you’ve got to stop keeping me on facetime like you want to be w/ me when you have a girlfriend. stop, i can’t call me back to you all the time.

the more you admire someone the more your heart dies for them, and it sucks because you can feel it. You took that part of my heart

it’s funny how you seemed interested in me until i said i didn’t want to do what you wanted to do. thanks for being another one of the guys that just wants to use me for my body.

it’s you, my love. it will always be you. thank you for being my best friend... i think our souls were meant for each other.

I am having such a hard time saying I love you because I've never felt this way about anyone else, so I love you

i don’t know what i was expecting, but you definitely surprised me in those first months. i could feel you losing interest and honestly it’s my fault for staying but i feel like you lead me on. you guys must think I’m stupid but it’s not that hard to see when people are talking, she didn’t have to try to make it painfully obvious lmao. I already knew, i just wanted to see if you would tell me. it was embarrassing on your end, not mine. wish you would’ve told me straight up but i guess not everybody can do that.

I'm not sorry for what I said, you needed to hear it. I am sorry that I lost you in the process. I don't think I will ever be able to fully forget you. I have moved on, but you will always have a piece of my heart that I wish I had never given you.

i think about you every day. i remember we used to send each other songs and one of them was about not knowing what you had until it's gone. i never should have let you go all of those years ago. i think about you everyday. its so hard to see you with someone else. i know we will never speak again and i will never get closure. but i will always love you and you changed me forever.

hey love, it’s me again. i always use my favorite color for this so hopefully you know who this is. i’m really scared, that you’re gonna see me the way i see myself. and i don’t want u to hate me. i love you. night night, smooches

You are my home and make me feel wanted. You taught me my worth. I can’t imagine a future without you.

You are my home and make me feel wanted. You taught me my worth. I can’t imagine a future without you.

I was sad when I saw she was taking pictures of you but then I saw you were still wearing the jacket I bought you.

I love you. I want you in my life forever, but if you've only re-entered my life to see if you can have me again, or to receive more of the validation you so desperately crave, and not because you miss me or you want me, then please just leave. You've already broken my heart once. Wasn't that enough?

At one point I actually really did love you with everything that I had and I saw a future with you. But you had the audacity to treat me like shit and leave me over the dumbest reasons and assumptions. I thought I could fix you but I was wrong. You truly are a bitch who needs some growing up to do.

I loved everything about you and that was the first time I had ever felt that. hope sometime in this lifetime you’ll know.

You're a fucking idiot. Thanks for wasting three years of my life. Also, sorry you have a small dick xoxo.

You piss me off sm, lowkey glad we got into a fight. I'm not apologizing btw. Also you didn't hurt me when you said you'll go talk to your other friends, thats exactly what i was hoping for.

i don’t think that if i ever saw you again, cruising around with your sunglasses on in your lexus, i would be okay.

we've been complete strangers for several months now, but i hope you're happy wherever you are. sorry for not being the girl you wanted after all. i know you'll never read this, but i'm stealing your idea for naming a puppy oliver. it's really cute.

I cried in a parking lot by your house for two hours the other day. I wanted to see you or talk to you so bad, I don’t even know why. I’ve never needed you like that before, and it hurts so much that you couldn’t be there. (I know why you can’t, but you promised)

i really like you, and i just wish that we weren’t so far apart and that i was just able to tell you how i feel

we are so fucking incompatible but im glad we found a way to be friends. and im sorry for telling you i loved you, that was a lie. i care about you but i def didnt love u bc of the way u treated me. i think you realize that now and im sorry about that and dont want to lose u in my life as a friend

i hope there is a life fine where we end up together like we always planned

I still think about you. I’m sorry we couldn’t be friends…

why can’t you just give me a chance

my love, i’m so sorry i hurt you. i’ll always love you & want you. i wish you stayed the night

I’m so in love with you, you’re the best boyfriend ever, thank you <3

was i waste of time? do u wanna talk to me or not trying to decode this myself is exhausting

i love you so much baby please don’t ever leave me

I wish you knew how much I liked you. All of those goodnight snaps, were they nothing?

Sharks, biology, nd basketball remind me of u. I’m sorry I hurt you. I wasn’t ready, im so sorry.

I love you & I wish I could come celebrate with you! Glad you made it around the sun again

every love song Taylor Swift has written is about you <3