Unsent messages to JM

I hope you are happy sharing your life with her. If you are happy, i am too. I will always fell love about you

Gracias por enseñarme lo que es amar a alguien, nunca pensé conocerte pero aun así no me arrepiento de nada.

What happened? We knew each other our whole lives and now your a complete stranger. I still love you but I have to move on. I can’t keep wishing you’ll come back to me.

timing never seems to be on our side. we exist in the grey, the in between. the moments in time that are just us without thinking about all the reasons we would never work. 3 years later and I am still in love with you. 3 years later and I am still not enough for you. maybe someday our timing will work, but until then I can’t be hurt by you again. I need you to leave so I can move on. go back to the city.
you will always have my heart.

love i dont know why im not sending this message to you probably because i am scared that I might lose you if ever I sent this but maybe its because I am trying to understand you. For the past few days na naguusap tayo parang anlayo layo mo na sakin di ko alam di ko siya ma explain pero somethings just diff about us and its just nakakaturn off :((( i don't know what it is. May pasok ka kaninang umaga 7-3;30 i didnt get the chance to talk to u and 4-6 tayo nag call pero tulog ka naman tumawag ka sakin around 6:40 ayon tas inend din naman around 7. di ko to masend sayo kasi ayokong isipin mo na sobrang needy ako when it comes to you and parang pinagbabawalan na kita maglaro ng ML. actually di ko na talaga alam okay lang naman saken na maglaro ka pero buong araw ni hindi tayo nagusap miski isang oras ahahsahsahshashahs okei lang thoooo kasi maybe we're just tired and if ever kausap naten isat isa araw araw we're gonna get tired of each other and i dont want that to happen naman so yes:))

I hate how I miss our conversations :) i wish I can just forget them but I can’t. anyways I hope u never find this ?