Unsent messages to UNIVERSE

My heart is so heavy, I wonder why you gave me this weight to bare. But I know it will be ok.

it’s the very least.. i think i’ve earned an apology

I’m scared I will never find someone who will love me fully.

How am I supposed to love again without being scared of what it will do to me?

why am i so alone

do not hurt me anymore, i can‘t take it. i need some strength & happiness. i deserve that.

Thank you for letting me meet them.

give me a chance to be happy.

I feel dumb looking for a sign that u guys saw my posts here and would reach out or post something similar. I feel like my brain for some stupid reason just refuses to accept that you guys are not gonna look back on to me and that it’s time to head forward even tho I have realized it won’t happen. And just in case u guys do see this I’ll give u a life update i think I have an addiction now to weed and I don’t know what I’m doing in life. It’s like I based my life ENTIRELY on you guys, y’all were my backbone

it seems like all i can do to stop myself from falling apart is to write this gibberish. universe, this one's for you, i really just need it out there. i'm so sorry to anyone who i've hurt. i think i'm getting ready to let go, though. thank you for everything, guys.

let me shift pls, i didn't mean what i said. Maybe a little bit but so what. i just want to be happy and everything hurts right now, let me go

fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
you take everything
you're greedy
leave me the hell alone
let me get where i need to be
without trying to kill every happy part of me along the way
there's almost nothing left
you're a fucking asshole

thank you for this beautiful life. i’m ready to know more, to be more, to experience all that i’ve longed for. thank you for it all.

Please just bring me someone that will transform this cold freezing mannequin into..smthing
I am finally ready!

HEY BITCH I ALWAYS BELIEVED IF I DID THE RIGHT THING I WOULD HAVE A GOOD LIFE BUT NO. what did i do to deserve all the crying. i loved you but not anymore.

be good to her treat her right.
heal her pain
with love and light.

protect her from illness and harm.
help her be strong, confident and calm.

let her soul find it's purpose and inner peace.
may she find a love that's meant to be.

bring her true friends and keep her close,
to family and others that love her most.

let 2021 and all years to come
be filled with love and happiness.
may all that she encounter
be healing and blessed.
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this is my 2021 wish and prayer for you baby girl. I love you more than life. Be safe.
Be healthy. Be happy.
M❤️M
Shine ?n

I can finally understand why he left. I feel at peace for once. maybe hes up there watching me. I hope he is. I will hopefully become the person he wanted me to be. Maybe this was our plan my love. may u rest in peace. wait for me a bit longer.

so u just decided to throw a pandemic at us just like that like you coudnt have done it during like ww2 and killed all the germans. its literally 2020 and these apes who have weapons that could blow up the world over and over again cant even fucking come up with a vaccine fast enough for this shit. i legit might have the fuvking virus. theres so many ppl with so much money and they chose to keep it to themselves.

I'm hurting in this reality. I try to find my home. I know you're on my side. But please let me go home.
~ an reality shifter.

dear universe,
why am i so sad? i dont understand and why is life getting so hard. i hope theres a light at the end of the tunnel. because im losing hope and im losing myself and im losing people, ive reached out and its gotten me no help and made me worse. is this what my whole life will be like? are u giving me this because in the future it will be bright?

hi, universe! thank you so much for everything in my life :)
Thank you for helping N.Z fall for me, he now texts me all the time and loves talking to me! I'm so grateful, and he even asked me out!!!!!

hey man its me i just want to put in a request for a boyfriend like please i have tried so many times let me just have this one request. love ya

please, bring him to me before 2020 is over, please...
please, i have been waiting for long, let it come to me...

JUST LET ME GO FUCKING HOME! I'M SO TIRED OF THIS REALITY. I just want to laugh at denkis lame jokes, tell Bakugou that im proud of him, tell Dabi that i feel his pain and he's not alone..

For all the times I’ve spent manifesting and all the insight and answers and opportunities you’ve given me, I am so incredibly thankful. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

can u show me a sign if this is the right path? i've had lots of angel numbers pointing me in the right direction. please help me get to him in a romantic way. i really am interested in him and i really want to facetime him soon. thank u so much for everything you've done for me and my family and my friends. blessed be :)

thank u. for everything. thank u for protecting me and my family, strengthening me, and showing me the right path

just one. please. just someone who can heal me. they can even leave after that. i just want to be healed.