Unsent messages to JEFF
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:39 pm UTC
i will always have space for you in my heart but every time we reconnect you never show emotional growth and i have no interest in loving you again until you do
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: December 23, 2020, 8:08 pm UTC
I can't believe you are letting people call you that "Jeff" it just doesn't suit you but again I guess I never did either
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: December 20, 2020, 12:45 pm UTC
I was just a blip to you. a distraction, and not even a good one at that. But to me you were the light at the end of the tunnel, and even now, I can only see you as good.
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:29 am UTC
i'm ready to lose you. I finally want to. f*ck u for causing me so much pain and i'm sorry that you're hurting right now but i haven't been this happy since i started liking you. all i needed was someone else to show me that i deserve so much more than what you gave me.
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: November 25, 2020, 4:57 am UTC
Sé que siempre estarás en mi corazón.
Pero debo de aceptar que ya no estás destinado a estar en mi vida...
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: November 23, 2020, 5:01 pm UTC
If you walked back in my life I would run back to you. I don’t regret anything in the past as it gave us what we have now
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: November 19, 2020, 6:00 am UTC
Dad, i dont think you know the amount of pain you cause me. i hate the way everyone feel. you fucking hurt mom and gage so much. when i see kids playing with their dads it makes me so sad, and mad because i wish i had those memories. i hate watching the kids down the street. they wait until their dad comes home, because they love you. I wait until you come home, so i can mentally prepare. dad, you tell me im over dramatic, but do you know what it feels to listen to your mom talk about how she wants to divorce your dad, but doesnt have enough money? i feel so weak, yet so strong at the same time. you gave me anger issues, but not a stable relationship with you. daddy i miss the old time when i loved you, and you didnt make me feel like shit. dad do you know how many times ive cried while you were watching tv? dude im so tired of acting like everything is okay. because it fucking isnt. dad youve fucked up this family. gage isnt graduating, and your daughter is a fucking mess. dad when i used to cry youd tell me to stop acting like a baby. you would yell at me to stop. you would punish me for have HUMAN FUCKING EMOTIONS. dad i cant wait until i can tell you all this. bro i fucking hate the way you make me feel. bruh i want you out of my life. i dont want you at my wedding. im walking down it fucking alone. because i had to be there when you werent. which was a fucking lot. there are so many studies that youre "parenting skills" fuck up kids. you play so many mind games. i literally dont know what to do. i have no one who is there for me in my fucking life. i cant change the past, but i dont know what to do in the future. its just me, but thats how you raised me, right?
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: November 13, 2020, 9:06 pm UTC
i don’t even know why i like you sm. ur so fkn boring and treat me like shit. i wish you cared about me the same way i care about you.
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: November 10, 2020, 5:12 pm UTC
The cat you gave me is still alive 18 years later. She is the best thing I ever got from you, even your love.
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: November 10, 2020, 12:09 am UTC
i love you so so much and i don’t think you even know about this website so you’ll never see this. you mean the world to me and i’ll always owe you for saving me bubs.
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: October 21, 2020, 5:56 am UTC
so you were my first love in 7th grade. dont worry im fully over you and whatever. i chose this color because it's the color of the first stuffed animal you gave to me- by the way i threw that shit out. anyway congrats! you were the first person out of four to manipulate me and use me for my body, breaking my trust. what you did was unforgivable. sure we're "chill" now but i still talk shit abt what you did to me because ya know, well deserved. what made you think that was right?? you told me i deserved nothing etc in 12 paragraphs and told me it was your depression, you refused to talk to me during school, you fucking pushed me against a wall and physically hurt me. it was a joke, but when it went too far you didnt care. you literally slapped me and made me cry, and wouldnt apologize until hours later. who the fuck does that?? why did i stay with you? i was blinded by love and didnt even understand depression. but you are part of why i am like this today. i'd say i love you and you'd barely say it back. you responded to everything with "ok" and thought it was funny. you'd guilt trip me. and all you wanted to do was have sex before i moved - i am so glad i didnt give in. by the way you're ugly as fuck. im very glad we're done. i just never got the chance to lash out on you for hurting me so badly.
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: October 3, 2020, 11:02 pm UTC
i’ll always have feelings for you. you don’t understand how much you have hurt me but i’ll care for you always
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: October 2, 2020, 10:18 pm UTC
I miss all those late night talks with you staying up until 4am not wanting to stop. Please come back to me.
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: September 24, 2020, 12:24 am UTC
we dated for 3.5 yrs and looking back to it i think i was just attached and never in love. you let go of a good one
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: September 18, 2020, 2:35 am UTC
Nobody's laid on your side of the bed since you left. I'm still holding onto the idea that you'll come back one day.
From: ABC
To: jeff
Date: September 7, 2020, 3:24 am UTC
Yknow that stuffed fox u stole for me?
Its in tatters and shreds
but now i feel bad for the poor thing & you
