From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: January 25, 2024, 7:48 pm UTC
Did you really get over me that quickly?
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: January 25, 2024, 6:56 pm UTC
you're always here to deal with me and my problems. I don't know where I'd be without you
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: January 24, 2024, 7:15 pm UTC
i’m sorry that we can’t stay friends. it’s too hard for me. i still love you. i think i always will.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: November 12, 2023, 11:49 am UTC
I really hope you wake to find yourself loved. You deserve that much from him.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: November 12, 2023, 5:38 am UTC
how r u? imy so badly :( pls come back!!!!
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: November 4, 2023, 1:09 am UTC
happy bday, Jax. i hope you’re doing well. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: October 29, 2023, 3:00 am UTC
You were the reason I looked forward to life. But I didn't know you. And I wish it stayed that way.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: October 24, 2023, 4:51 pm UTC
Im so sorry Jax, you were mine, my best friend, my sibling, my life. I want you back, 7 yrs gone.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: October 24, 2023, 12:10 am UTC
u felt like home. ive been lost since u left me. wandering. im so incredibly homesick.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: October 23, 2023, 10:18 pm UTC
I hope youre doing better. I didnt do it. Im sorry I wish we were still friends come back 7 yrs gone
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: October 23, 2023, 4:05 am UTC
i love you but i feel like you don’t really know what you want. it’s been years please
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: October 18, 2023, 12:17 pm UTC
i don’t know how to tell you i want to be with you
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: October 16, 2023, 3:04 am UTC
i can't explain how much i regret saying what i said, i still miss you
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: October 15, 2023, 2:53 pm UTC
you're perfect in every single way; you're the most beautiful, amazing, strong person i've ever met.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: October 12, 2023, 5:58 pm UTC
how could you be so cold after nothing but love for months. i hate that i miss you
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: September 13, 2023, 4:24 am UTC
i wish you would let me in, im not like your exes, i wanna love you.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: August 6, 2023, 6:03 am UTC
i wish you looked at me the way you look at her
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: July 31, 2023, 6:26 pm UTC
I miss you. Wish we didn't end like that pookie
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: January 17, 2021, 5:26 am UTC
Thanks for teaching me I can do so much better and showing your true colors. I’m doing a lot better now not that you care.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: January 11, 2021, 4:50 am UTC
i’m letting go of you. you said i didn’t appreciate what you did for me, but i gave you everything i could and got nothing in return. i really loved you
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: January 5, 2021, 2:43 am UTC
it's been two days since you passed . i don't know how to get through life without you on my side . you said you'd take me to italy , you knew how much i wanted to live there . in your will you left money for me to go . i don't want to go without you . i can't live without you . i miss you so much , my love . i wish you'd come back to me and i wish this was all some cruel joke you were playing on me . i picked this blue , it was your favorite colour . it was our favorite color .
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: December 23, 2020, 4:16 am UTC
even though we were so young i still know you were my first love. i would do anything to go back to fourth grade and go on the bridge again. i wish we hadnt moved- i wish we still talked. did you notice i blocked you? maybe one day we can recreate that magic.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: December 21, 2020, 9:20 pm UTC
I don't miss you anymore. I'm glad we had what we had, but it's over now. And that's okay. Don't hold onto it anymore, you need to let go. I honestly loved you, but now I don't. And that's okay, that's how life works. Keep your head up, you got this. Goodbye, for the last time.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: December 8, 2020, 7:31 am UTC
I’m glad we actually didn’t work out. I loved you and I was happy with you but we drained each other & it was so exhausting. I wish you the best.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:04 pm UTC
I love you more than anything and i cry thinking about losing you. I hope you know how much u save me everyday
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: November 13, 2020, 4:44 am UTC
You were my yellow for a short time, but I wanted it to be forever. You made it so clear that I was temporary until she came back. You fucked me up you asshole.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: October 3, 2020, 3:57 pm UTC
what made you want to do this to me. what did you gain from it. why did you do this. you ruined me and for what. I hate you. just why. congrats, you broke me, took my friends, made me scared to go in public, triggered my PTSD, gave me panic attacks, turned people against me, because I broke up with you. it was a middle school relationship. you are a year older than me, so why must I be the mature one. I hate you and may Freyja curse you for the rest of your days.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: October 1, 2020, 9:14 pm UTC
thank you for teaching me that loving yourself is the most important thing. that in order to be able to offer any love to someone else you need to fully love yourself first.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: October 1, 2020, 7:01 pm UTC
Even though it hurt like hell when you left, I’ll wait for you because you are the one the universe planned for me.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: September 28, 2020, 6:57 am UTC
I love you sm but you'll never know. Sad isnt it we used to call everyday now we dont even say one word to each other. I wish u knew how much I still love you. Forever and always to the one that got away
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: September 26, 2020, 2:13 pm UTC
i know you’re reading this. thank you for everything. my first love. i miss you more and more everyday. i hope this isn’t goodbye forever.
From: ABC
To: Jax
Date: September 26, 2020, 2:11 pm UTC
after you kiss DNA stays with each other for 6 months. its been 6 months since i left you and i wish i didn’t. your DNA is leaving me how i left you and maybe thats why i want you back. my body and mind knows.. officially that you’re not apart of me anymore.